Im In Love With The Bad Boy ❤

Chapter 9

Chapter 9-

The first part of the day flew by. I was anxious for lunch. Cause that's the main time I get to see him. I sat down at a table and glanced over to where he usually sits. He wasn't there. I started to grow impatient and anxious! Where could he be? After ten minutes of glancing around for him, he walks through the side door. Once he got to his table he took his jacket off. Not even 5 minutes later in walks Heidi. Her hair a tangled mess. I don't even want to think about what just happened. I looked down at the table, trying to get my head together. I really don't want to randomly cry at lunch, that'd be embarrassing. I got up, careful to keep my head down, and walked to the bathroom. If he has this much of a toll on me, I must genuinely care. I think it's time to tell him. But how? How do I get my feelings out without it being awkward? A note. That's it! The bell rang, ending lunch. I fixed my hair and walked out down the science wing. The whole second part of that class went by in a daze. I spent it thinking about what'd I put in the note. I walked to my fourth period, sat down at a desk, and pulled out a sheet of paper. On it I wrote:

Jake ❤

I know this is awkward cause you don't know me but.. I've had the biggest crush on you ever! When I see you I get butterflies and even though we've never talked I feel connected. I know my chances with you are slim to nothing, because of the fact that your gorgeous, and I'm not. Everything about you is perfect. To the twinkle in your eyes to the light curl of your hair. I can't even look at you without getting all nervous. To make this long story short. I'm in love with you.

Sincerely,

Me

Okay. Okay, it's not the greatest. But I didn't know how to genuinely explain my feelings. I didn't want to sound really creepy!