Until Dawn (Josh x OC) [Completed!]

Very Last Goodbye

Josh~

I stood in our bedroom, my bedroom. Why should I wait the rest of my life to fix things when I can fix them now. I haven't spoken to the kids since she died, my only love died and her blood is on my hands. My children, my only reason for living are off on their own, college, married, and never speaking to me again. I know, I know I promised (Y/N) that I would never go back to being the old suicidal me, but without her I can't stay happy, I can't go on. I made sure every thing was neat.

In the kitchen, the table was washed, along with the dishes, washed and put away. The chairs are all pushed in, the candle in the center of the table is lit and the lights are off. The bathroom is washed, everything is dry, polished and replaced. The rest of the house is clean as well, the way a prefect home should be. I let a tear slip, remembering all of the good times I had with (Y/N), and thinking of all he good times we will share in heaven. Maybe it will be a better life for us. I sat at the kitchen table and picked up the paper and pencil I had set out. I began to write:

To whom it may concern,

If anyone is even reading this, I am sorry. I am so sorry for everything I did to you, my friends, (Y/N) and everyone else. I never wanted it to end this way, but I guess you roll the dice and get what you get. I promised (Y/N) that I would never do this, but I can't continue without her here by my side. Tell my children that I am sorry and I never meant to hurt them or their mom. Tell Mike I am so sorry about (Y/N) and Jessica, and everything. I wanted to be a better person... I wanted to move on...

If anyone is reading this and they even care that I am gone, I am sorry... This is my very last goodbye...

-Joshua Washington

I set the pencil down and watched as tears smudged my name on the paper. I stood up and pushed the chair in, walking back into the bedroom. I picked up the gun that I had laid down on the bed and stood still, the muzzle pressed against my head, my index finger leaning on the trigger. One small pull could lead to one big ending. I cried out for (Y/N), yelling to her, even though she won't hear me.

"I'M SORRY, WOULD IT HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I HAD JUST NOT HAVE EVER MET YOU?" I cried. I felt my hand shake, letting the gun slowly shiver against my head. This is my very last goodbye. The shot rang out, my eyes closing for the last time, a smile spreading across my face for the last time and a tear falling for the last time... This is, my very last goodbye...

The End

A/N: Thank you guys so much for reading my Until Dawn Fanfiction. I really really hope you enjoyed it even though I am sad to say that this will forever be the last update, so if you are crying into an pillow right now I am virtually patting your back and hugging you because I has feels while writing this. I hope you didn't get to upset with me because I ended this in a harsh way. Everyone died, the end. I mean, that is how ever story goes, whether they die of old age or a tragedy, everyone dies. Thank you so much and enjoy some of my other fan fictions, and any requests for fanfictions will be taken through pm's, so pm me if you have a request and I will mention you in the description and the first chapter!! Love you guys so much and without you I wouldn't be where I am, and if you want you could nominate me in the Wattys maybe, I don't know how that works... Have an amazing day and remember, try surviving Until Dawn... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA