Delena: Time Together

Traveling

"Damon I'm tired" I said with a yawn.
"Me too, we can pullover at a motel if you want."
"Okay, but we have to leave early next morning so Stefan and Klaus don't get too far away"
He nodded his head and continued to drive till we found a motel. I grabbed one of my bags out of the trunk with my toiletries in it. I grabbed a pair of clothes too and waited for Damon to get his stuff. When we walked into the motel it looked pretty nice compared to the outside. Damon began to talk to the woman behind the counter and I could see she was flirting with him and he was flirting back. I felt a rush of jealousy (which I shouldn't feel for my boyfriends brother) and walked right up beside Damon. I looped my arm in between his and the girl looked at me and rolled her eyes. I just smirked because I knew I had won. But why did I even want to win!? I seriously needed some sleep. Damon took the key from her and we walked arm in arm to our room. When we got in and settled Damon flashed right in front of me.

"What the....." I screamed
"I sensed a bit of jealousy down there, Elena." He said while standing too close to me for comfort. I rolled my eyes and shoved him gently in the chest to get him away. He barely moved though and he just kept staring at me.
"What?!" I yelled.
"Oh nothing..." While saying that he took a peice of my hair and twirled it around my finger. My eyebrows furrowed into confusion then, he turned around and went back to sorting his stuff until he found what he wanted.
"I'm going to take a shower" he announced and headed into the bathroom.
I looked around the room and surprisingly Damon got us two twin beds. I'm glad he didn't try and take advantage of our situation. Sometimes Damon can be quite gentle and easy going but other times he's the complete opposite. Stefan on the other hand was always gentle and loving which made him the safe choice. So now I have to choose between safe and a little bit of everything. Wait, when was there a choice? I have to be with Stefan it's only fair to him. I can't just leave him for his brother the day he gets kidnapped. God, I'm a terrible girlfriend.

Once I was settled into the bed I reached onto the bedside table for my phone. I dialed Stefan's number and let it ring. I called three times before I finally gave up. A tear slipped down my face and onto the pillow. I heard Damon open the door, so I quickly wiped my tears away and pretended to be asleep. I didn't want Damon to see me cry, I know he would only try and comfort me, but that's the problem. I like when he comforts me. I shouldn't want anyone else's arms around me but Stefan's. Maybe I'm more like Katherine than I thought. With that I flipped over and felt another tear track down my face before I felt myself loosing conscious.

DAMON'S POV
I saw Elena close her eyes but I pretended like I didn't. I wish she wasn't in so much pain, if I do anything to take it away I would. I've tried to give her as much privacy as I could give so far in this trip, but what if she'd rather have me closer? Elena really makes my head rack sometimes. I would do anything in the world for her but she refuses to see who the right choice is.
I walk over to the table and sit down with my bottle of bourbon. I took a swig and realized how tired I was so I went to the bed and laid down. I don't know if I've ever fell asleep so quick.