I tried to kill myself..A vampire saved me...I didn't want to be saved.
(Waking up jezebel's view)
I started to wake up. AGAIN! Really how hard was it to kill yourself around here!?! Wait my throat.My hands flew up to my throat.I didn't feel anything.In fasct I felt better than I ever have in 9 years.Then I remembered that I was in a crazy person's house still.Ugh time to try again.I sat up really fast and saw the woman named Abby. "Hey got anymore knifes?"I asked half playing half serious.
She looked at mr like i was dancing they mambo naked! I giggled. Then she surprised me by asking "You seem like such a cheerful person. Why most you try to hurt yourself?" she sounded genuilly worried. I felt a moment of guilt followed by a memory of mike I grew hard as a stone. "Beacuse he will find me." I stated it because it was a fact he always did. "I won't worry you are protected." A flash of somthing went across her face and I believed her. "But that doesn't get rid of the memories." I whispered.
"You are a very strong person considering what you have been through."She said it with so much respect I couldn't speak.I just nodded.
Just then the boy walked in." Hey vampy boy."I said. He just smiled.I winked and he blushed.Then I suddenly thought somthing. "Hey I think I will hold off on killing myself to see if I can distract myself." I said looking at my hands that were in my lap. "But I want to get my own room and whatever I would need wherever you are takeing me.The girl almost jumped with excitment I never noticed but she was about my age. The boy almost fell over in shock.
"Oh my goddess Come on Jezebel we have to go shopping. Wait. Guards!"I was confused but didn't say anything.
Four huge F-I-N-E men walked into the room.She asked them if they would join us to go shopping all of them said yes right after she asked.All of them stared at me up and down.I looked down my clothes were all tore up from the reck.So I asked "Can I borrow an outfit Abby?"
"Of course she guestered toward a walk-in closet.I walked in and grabbed a pair of faded out jeans and a tube top.I slipped them on and headed out with Abby and the guards.
(Short view with Derek)
Oh my god.She decided not to kill herself!!!
