It's Complicated... (Sequel to HELP; Cameron Dallas and Dolan twins fanfic)

Chapter 3

"What do you mean you love me?" I don't want Cameron to love me. I mean, I like him but as a friend and "love" is too strong of a word for us.

"I don't know Skylar. It's just, the moment I first met you, I felt something special. You're so beautiful and sweet, how could I not love you? I've never felt this way about anyone else," he responds clearly. I stare at him as he drives. He doesn't look at me once. What can I say to him? I don't want to hurt him.

"How'd you find me?" He doesn't answer right away. He just looks through his window. I point my eyes down and play with my fingers. Everything is silent and motionless.

"Long story short, I wanted to ask you out. I followed Grayson's car, and waited for you guys to like, leave. Then I would ask, but I saw you get out of the car and go with that guy. So I just waited, you know? That sounds really stupid out loud, sorry. It's just..." Cameron starts, without taking his eyes off the road. Why won't he look at me? I guess it doesn't matter, but it's kind of weird.

"So you actually want to date me?" I try to confirm with him.

"No Skylar. I did all of this and just said that I love you because I don't want to date you," he responds sarcastically while raising his voice.

"All I did was ask, I'm sorry," I reply annoyed.

"Whatever. It's fine," he says, still not looking at me. Why was he so mad? Is he seriously upset that I asked him one question?

Cameron's POV

I don't know how to explain what happened. Okay, let's start for the beginning I guess. So I was walking home from my friend's house one time, and I saw Skylar there. The moment I laid my eyes on her, I thought she was beautiful. But I couldn't judge her on looks and I wanted to get to know her. So I took her to a diner which was the worst mistake of my life. I saw my ex, Jessica, while Skylar and I were on the "date." I wanted to talk to Jess since we kind of ended things off on the wrong foot. I saw her go to the bathroom, and I followed her. It was innocent, until something really stupid come over me. I can't explain it, it's just something made me want Jessica. I don't really want her, it was a spur of the moment thing I guess. Either way, I broke Skylar's heart, and I lost her. Like that, she was gone. But she didn't need me. I need her. I just get this feeling when I'm around her. I love that feeling. But I know she doesn't feel the same way about me. And it's not her fault, it's completely my fault. But she needs to know that I'm in love with her. With her voice, with her personality, and that kiss. Oh my god that kiss. Who wouldn't pull away? Not going to lie, I've dreamt about kissing her and it came true. Too bad she thought I was Grayson... Why does she like Gray so much anyway? Does she not remember when he was pretty much abused her? I was the one who saved Skylar from that, and here's what I get. Whatever. I deserve it. And she has every single right to be mad at me. I wish I could be mad at her, but I can't. I like her too much and whenever she does something stupid, I forgive her. There's something about her that attracts me. But I can't describe it. It's complicated.