Chapter 16: Notes

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I step to his door and steady my hand, hesitating to knock. God, why am I doing this?

It's for my grade, just do it. Business only.

I put my hand down and kneel down to slip the papers under his door.

Once the papers disappear under the door I stand up and walk away quickly.

'You coward' I think to myself as I turn the corner quickly.

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After practice I shower and lay on my bed with a sigh. I click the TV on to see an infomercial. I roll my eyes and change through the channels until I find an old episode of The X-Files playing. I set the remote down next to me and lay down when I hear my phone buzz.

'hey, those poems were good, thanks for dropping them by.'

'thanks' I reply simply. I didn't feel like indulging in a conversation.

'goodbye, Riley' Oh my fucking God. My heart drops. I'm shaking with anger.

"Goodbye, Riley." I hear Brendon's voice in my head.

I'm going insane.

'goodbye Ryan' I text back and throw my phone across the room, not worrying about breaking it.

-A/N: this is really damn short but I wanted to add a little thing before I write an epilogue. also, there will be a few Ryan's Notebooks/deleted scenes after this is finished. ALSO PLEASE IF YOU WANT TO DO A CHARACTER ASK COMMENT. hope you enjoyed and thank you for reading!

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