Thomas Brodie Sangster Imagines (under extreme revision)

~ Memory ~

The song above made me concentrate and make this imagine, hope you guys loved it.

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Y/n was staring out the snow falling outside her window and wondered about the small things in life. 

Later on, she found herself calling her best friend, Thomas. 

Everything was going well but what surprised her the most was when they were talking, she believed that nothing could go wrong, she believed that everything would be okay. 

But everything she believed in faded, including Thomas. 

They were talking on the phone when a certain topic tumbled out and that was when things were starting to get out of hand. 

"Thomas, please can you be honest with me?" you asked 

"Of course, I'm always honest" (Y/N) could hear the smile out of Thomas' voice 

"If the t-time would ever come, who would you choose between me and y-your girlfriend?"you said, you really wanted to know so that you would accept it as early as it is now.

"What kind of question is that?" Thomas laughed 

"I don't know, I-i...just wanted to know"

"Y/n, you know I can't do that" Thomas' voice became more serious

"Do what Thomas?" you asked

"I can't...I can't choose between you and name you hate" he said 

"Well why can't you Thomas? It's so easy, but why can't you?" you said your tone having a bitter remark 

"I just can't okay? Why are you so bloody nosy?" Thomas growled

"Why? Is it because I'm so something different?" you challenged, over the phone you could hear him breathing heavily 

"I don't want you to get hurt" his voice got lower 

"Yeah, as if" you laughed humorlessly 

"name you hate. I choose her and you want to know why? Well y/n, it's because she's better than you, it's because she understands me more than you and you want to know more? It's because she can love me better unlike you" he hissed, you felt as if air was knocked off of you.

You ended the call immediately and refused to hear anything he says because you knew that it would hurt you much worse than now, you threw your phone onto the wall across you and slid down the wall behind you, tucking your head onto your knees, tears softly falling down your eyes matching the pattern of the snow falling outside.

She can love me better

She understands me more

She's better than you

These words replayed onto your mind like a recording, a memory, a Memory that wants to be erased from your life.

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Lots of love xx