Thomas Brodie Sangster Imagines (under extreme revision)

~Too Hard (Part 3 of Too Late) ~

Part 3 of the imagine "Too Late"

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Your phone was damaged due to extreme frustration and heartbreak that you were capable of destroying it.

You never left your apartment.

You never wanted to face reality because you knew that everything was wrong.

Everything was not the way you wanted it to be.

But the world did not revolve around you.

You were sulked into your own world of darkness, empty, shame and silence.

The complete opposite from his world.

The wide, beautiful, creative, loud world.

It broke you so much to hear that there was somebody actually better than you who can love him better.

Attend to all his needs.

Listen to him ramble about the most random things he could think of.

Make him laugh.

Comfort him through frowns and tears.

You had to know.

You had to stamp it onto your mind that she's better than you.

So there you were, sat on your lonely pad.

Heartbroken and angry.

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At around 10:00 in the evening, you heard pebbles being thrown onto your window, you were as awake as ever.

Not wanting to sleep.

You went outside, onto the cold night.

And you saw Thomas.

Standing there, body and soul.

You stood frozen as he ran towards you, immediately wrapping his arms around you, burying his head into your neck.

"Tommy..."

"I lied." he cuts you off

"You're supposed to be with her. She's there to understand you better than me." you said as you push him away from you, ready to return into your home

"No." he muttered

"No? Oh Thomas, enlighten me" you laugh humorlessly

"You don't understand---"

"Of course, I don't understand. Didn't you tell that to me weeks ago?" you asked venomously

"Y/n, she's the worst. She doesn't understand me like you do and she isn't any better."

"Liar" your voice quivered as you accused him the name

"I am. I-i want to apologize because I was too blind to see what you were trying to do." his accent was getting thicker as his eyes were getting glassy

"I want to apologize because I've done enough damage to you and I want to apologize for not thanking you for all the things you have done." he finished, his eyes bloodshot as he tried his best to keep his tears to himself.

"Thomas, you hurt me." you sobbed as you fell to your knees, not being capable to hold it in.

Your emotions were trapped inside and now you were pouring all of it.

"I hoped that you would actually be there for me, in all the times, why did you choose to give up now?" you asked, your eyes told all your story as you locked your gaze with his.

Your story was full of regret, sorrow and heartbreak.

You regret asking him that one question, because you knew that you were never going to get chosen.

You were heartbroken. There was no explanation upon your heartbreak.

It was because of him that you became this person that you didn't want to be.

However, over all of this, he gave you memories that you never want to forget.

It was somehow too hard for you to just abandon those beautiful gems that you both created.

By now, you didn't care if he wouldn't feel the same about you, you didn't care if he doesn't know what you felt towards him.

By now, you just wanted your friendship to be fixed once again.

You looked into his tear-filled eyes and sighed shakily.

"I forgive you" came from your mouth in a soft whisper but he clearly heard it

"You don't have to if you can't, (Y/N)." he said as he knelt down to wipe a lone, cold tear that fell

"I-i want to. I want everything to be the way it used to be. I want to forgive you, Tommy. You don't deserve this." you said, Thomas looked at you with disbelief and shock

"Thank you, thank you, (Y/N)!" Thomas exclaimed with glee as he pulled you in a tight hug, burying his head into your hair

"I love you y/n" he whispered, you just smiled.

Knowing that he never meant it like you want it to.

"I love you too, Thomas."

You spoke those 5 words even though it was too hard for you to accept those for just a friend.

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End.

Yay!! It's done!! Finally!

Lots of love xx