Thomas Brodie Sangster Imagines (under extreme revision)

~ Pretentious Love ~

Right, your very shitty author is kinda back for a small update. Hope you guys enjoy. 

We just had our finals and it was so stressing so I apologize for the VERY late update. 

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It was "supposed to be" your anniversary night and you didn't even know why you tried to set up his favorite meal and dressed up nice because you knew well that he was cheating on you. 

That rumor  spread along and somehow Thomas convinced you that it wasn't true even though you agreed to never believe what is written on those shitty magazines, until your friend reported to you that he was really cheating on you. 

At first, you denied everything she said until it dawned on you how Thomas would come home late and his excuse was always "asked to extend for a few more hours at work" or how his name was numerously mentioned at the front covers of the magazine. 

You heard the door close and heard the thud of a bag at your sofa and in those movements , you checked the clock and it was already 11:57 at the evening and you were so mad. No, you were fuming. 

He managed to turn up this late at night and not even bother to send you a simple text or a call telling you a "happy anniversary". 

You already knew that this would happen, for God's sake! You even prepared a break up speech! 

Thomas noticed you standing with crossed arms and sighed, walking towards you and as you were about to say anything, he grabbed your face and kissed you and your break up speech was now long forgotten as you melted in his touch. 

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A few days later, your friends demanded to meet up with you and you did at a small cafe not far from your apartment. 

"God (Y/N), you are so naive!" (friend's name) exclaimed as you explained to them that you still haven't break up even though you were aware that he was cheating and loving someone else on your back 

"Why the hell are you such a sucker for that man?" (friend's name) asked as she eyed you suspiciously

"What does he have that all of your exes didn't have?" (friend's name) continued 

"I..I don't know! I was going to break up with him last night but then before I could say anything i-i...he kissed me." You mumbled the last part 

"(Y/N), we don't want to see you in pain. Why the hell are you forcing yourself on that cheating bastard?" (friend's name) said

A part of you agreed with your friend while your other part was offended as he was still your boyfriend. 

"Break up with him" or "He's really not worth your love" and "Please don't hurt yourself, just let him go." were the words that came out of your friends mouth. 

Your conscience spoke that you really should follow these advices that were given to you but your "devil mind" spoke too, it teased you that you would just not find love when you break up with him. 

And guess what you followed? Your temptation and his lies. 

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It was all complicated, you wished that he was dead until he takes you to bed and gives you the sweet and good loving that you want. It was so good that you can't even notice the way he leads your love, his warm brown eyes and his body always persuades you to keep following his love lie. 

I'll get my revenge, your promised to yourself but you knew that you will break that promise. 

He was dirty and disgusting yet good and sweet all at once. 

You wanted to say "screw you" or "get lost" but then your words tumble and become "I need you" and "I love you" 

He always sweet talks you out of the things you really want to say, what you want to do and you were such a fool to believe his good yet bad love.