Right or Wrong

Chapter 6

Devin

Azure: Devin how could you do me like this? Out of all people Reggie sister?
Me: wait?wait?wait? i don't even know this bitch name, Don't you think i wouldn't have if i knew.
Azure: so you just picking up random girls? huh?
Her: bitch? fuck boy my name is Regina
Me: you didn't care to tell me that when i first met you, so why get in yo feelings now?
Regina: fuck nigga I'll get yo whole house shot up.
Me: * i laugh loud as fuck* by who? yo punk ass brother?
Regina: thy who laugh now cries later .
Me: bitch get out my house.
* Regina slams door and leaves *
Azure is just staring at me with so much anger and hurt all over her face
* i walk over to her *
Azure: don't step any closer
Me: Azure hear me out.
Azure: hear you out for what? Devin if you didn't want to be with me from the get go why didn't you just say that?
Me: wtf is you talking about?
Azure: it hasn't even been a whole 24 hours and you got some new bitch. Ignoring my calls, when im at home feeling bad, but you out here doing dirt .
Me: first of all Azure i like you but you thinking about this a little too deep , you moving into this too fast ,don't go head over heels. We're not together, never did i ask you to be my girl.
* i felt a slap across my face*
I could see the tears in Azure eyes about to fall, i could tell she was hurt and i didn't mean to hurt her.
Me: waaaait i didn't mean it like that
Azure: you think it's cool to play with girls mind?
Me: nawl it's not even like that.
Azure: THEN WTF IS IT LIKE? you fill my head up with all these crazy fantasies making me think that you care, making me think your nothing like Reggie? eat my soul like we together? spoil me , just to tell me were not together. It's cool your nothing like Reggie you're worse.
Me: i do care about you Azure, im just not ready too commit, im just taking  time to know you.
Azure: seem like you getting to know everybody. But it's cool do us both a favor act like you don't know me and I'll do the same.
Me: C'mon Azure
* Azure walks out*
I chase after her
Me:Azure at least let me take you home please .
Azure: no you did enough, you good.
Azure was so stubborn but at this point I could understand why she's mad .
Me: at least let me call you a uber .

Azure

I was so surprised because i didn't think Devin was the type to mess with my head. After we talked about everything , sat in this boy arms and cried my whole life story to him and for him to do me just dirty.
Devin: at least let me call you a uber.
Me: no im good leave me alone
* i call Sierra *
Sierra: wassup?
Me: can you come pick me up?
Sierra: send me your location
One thing about Sierra she didn't asked why she just said ok .
As i waited on Sierra, Devin literally stood outside while i was waiting.
Me: uhhh you could go inside now
Devin: it's dark as hell out here, and I don't want you out here by yourself, i just wanna see you get in the car first and then I'll be satisfied.
Me: you didn't care this much when i was blowing up your phone , & you just ignored my calls. What if something happened to me? But you was so caught up in some little ass probably infected ass girl that you were too blind to open your eyes.
Devin: your right Azure, just let me make it up to you please.
As Devin was talking, Sierra pulled & hopped out the car.
Sierra: do I gotta beat a bitch up , cut a nigga dick off about my homegirl ?
Me: lol no bae
Devin: i see why y'all bestfriend  y'all act just alike .
* he starting laughing and we just stared *
Sierra & I got in the car and sped off leaving him outside his house . I get home to my mother and I see Mr.Dean in my living room, laughing and drinking coffee. Weird but i just walk to my room until my mom has something to say.
My mom: Azure I know I taught you better than that.
Me: why is my principal here?
My mom: so you don't know how to greet anyone?
Me: hey Mr.Dean what are you doing here?
Mr.Dean: well since i had the little parent conference with you and your mom i have not seen you in school. Azure if you're not going to take this serious let me know now?
Me: im pretty sure my mom know why i haven't been in school.
*My mom gives me this stare you better not*
Mr.Dean: listen if there's anymore confusion a social worker will come to your house.
Me: sure get me out this hellhole
My mom: have some respect
Me: no you have some respect.
My mom tells Mr.Dean I'll be in school tomorrow.
Mr.Dean: Alright thank you , later Azure see you bright and early tomorrow.
My mom and Mr.Dean step outside together , I know my mom is not flirting with my principal. She is so embarrassing.
My mom walks back in the house.
My mom: why do you hate me Azure? What have I done for you to disrespect me all the time. We could never have a respectful conversation why? Azure I love you, you're all I got, your a little me.
Me: let's try why I haven't spoken or seen you since you kicked me out your car. You didn't even bother to check if I was ok. I could have got killed, raped alone in the streets, anything could have happened you didn't care to file a missing child report, turn back, go around the neighborhood and ask for me. What kind of mother does that to their own flesh & blood.
My mom: I was so angry Azure especially from the night before, i honestly called everybody in your phone and nobody knew where you were, I even called Sierra. Reggie just told me that he seen you at the mall with some boy. I went to the mall literally straight after and you were gone then i figured you came home because your phone was gone off the kitchen table.
I can't lie i miss how close my mom and I were. I was so sick of people taking advantage of me first Reggie, Devin, & now my mom. I just walked over to my mom and hugged her because at the end of the day she's all I got.

Next Day

My alarm goes off, dammit i promised my mom i was going to school. I call a uber to school because I didn't feel like walking, because I would have been late. I get in school i see a couple eye rolls , a couple stares , a couple akekeke's , but didn't nan bitch say shit to me. Mr.Dean greets me before I walk into my first period , " Hey Ms.Coleman , pleasure to see you in school today" I gave him this fake ass smile " it's my pleasure to be here " then I walk into my first period  my teacher has the nerve to say some slick shit " well ms.coleman your on time what a surprise " i gave him this stare like today not the day to be on my bad side  , Next thing you know Regina comes in with shades on  and im looking like this bitch really did not just do this. My teacher says to Regina , " Regina take off your shades " Regina replies " I rather not " and im wondering well why the dumb bitch don't want to take off her glasses ? She ain't wanna keep them shades on much less her clothes when she was kissing all up on Devin. I thought to myself " did Reggie beat on her? , did somebody rape her after Devin made her walk home ? " im lowkey starting to feel kinda guilty so i said to Mr.baker, " can i talk to Regina real quick outside your classroom " Mr.baker replies with his sarcasm " suuuure it's not like you guys come to class anyway " I say to Regina, " can I talk to you? " hoping this bitch don't get slick cause I will beat her ass and make her other eye black , surely she replies " ok " . We go out in the hallway.
Me: Regina take off the glasses
* Regina looks around before she takes it off *
Me: did Reggie do this to you?
Regina: uhh yes
Me: why would he?
Regina: he found out I snuck out lastnight he kept asking me who picked me up, but i didn't wanna tell him because Azure i know what he's capable of especially if I told him that
* Regina looks around like she's scared for her life before she says
Regina: if I told him that Devin made me walk home and disrespected me.
Me: Regina you have to get out that house . Reggie anger problems is becoming worse I never thought out of my whole life that Reggie would beat on you.
Regina: it's even worse , because he has some girl with a child staying there at the house all they do is drugs and get high and drink . Sometimes I feel sorry for the baby he's so adorable but Reggie treats the baby like crap his mother is unfit , Reggie sometimes beats the baby while the mother stares and I try to stop him but he pushes me out the way , they even have sex in front of the baby and I try my best to take care of the baby , but Reggie gets really upset for some reason when I attempt to even touch the baby he just leave the baby on the cold floor . Sometimes the baby would sit there and cry and he'll yell , the baby diapers won't be changed until 3 days later, I have to sneak and feed the baby for some reason Reggie does not like that baby. & Azure I'm telling you this because I trust you'll keep this between us.
I thought for a second a baby , and a girl ? This cannot be what I think it is.
Me: Regina please tell me you remember the name of the girl or the baby ? please Regina ?
Regina: i really don't remember Reggie just yells " I hate the baby name , he's a disgrace "
I start thinking this cannot be Shaquavia and Devin Jr.