A N C H O R // 62

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When I was 14 years old
My mum told me before I died
I should find someone to love me
Or else I'll be lonely for the rest of my life
I didn't mind being lonely
I didn't mind being on my own
I still didn't mind too much when mum decided to close her eyes and leave
I only began minding when she came
I only began minding when she decided to make an impression
I only began minding when her soft velvet lips met mine for the first time 
I only began minding when for the first time I actually text a woman after a night of passion
I only began minding when she whispered my name seductively
I only began minding when I saw the way the way her dark brown eyes fluttered and touched my heart
I only began minding when she told me she loved me and I believed her
I only began minding when she began blotting herself into my future
I didn't mind
But now I do

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