Where Did I go Wrong?

Chapter 20

POV India

"She did all of that? In church as well? Damn." I faked my sympathy for Alyssa as we walked through the maternity shop.

"Yeah girl, then she even had the audacity to say that she can eat me and she doesn't care if I'm married or pregnant."
I picked out a plain black top, holding it up to her body.

"That's a low blow."

"Do you like this?" I asked, wanting to look like a good friend.

"Sure."
I turned away from her, making it look like I was searching for more clothes but in all honesty I was simply trying to hide the smile that was creeping onto my face.

Step one of my plan has been achieved.

POV Trey

India has been messing up my mind up forreal;
Eva since she told me she's pregnant, I haven't been able to think straight. The thought of Alyssa has been lingering in my head and it seems impossible to get it out. I know I was wrong for being so hard on Alyssa for being with August when in reality, I was also in the wrong for being with India.
And now, she says she's pregnant.
What the heck am I gonna do now?

POV August

"Babe, I was thinking about having a baby shower."

"Whatever you want ma, as long as it makes you happy." I replied, hugging her waist.

She turned around to kiss my cheek, smiling up at me as she did so.

"Aug, I love you."

"Luh you too." My reply was muffled by the sound of me kissing her neck, making her moan.

"Babe...I...need...to...have...you." I said, in-between kisses. "Right now."

I thought she would be turned on by my suggestion for sex but much to my dismay, she pulled away from me, looking as if she was about to cry.

"What's wrong baby?"

"I don't feel good." She pouted.

"Need me to take you to the doc? Or do you wanna lay down?" My protective instinct kicked in and I tried to find a way to make her feel better.

"No, I don't feel sick or anything. I just started to feel bad when you started to kiss me."
I looked at her, totally confused.

"What you mean ma?"

"August, look at me. I'm so fat! Why do you wanna have sex with me? Why are you even still with me?" She pointed at her stomach, tears at the brim of her eyes.

I wiped her tears with my thumb, kissing each cheek as I did so.

"Baby, you're not fat, you're carrying my seed and you look beautiful. I love you no matter how you look and as long as we both are alive, you're the only woman I wanna be with. Don't eva say something like that again ite?"

"Okay." It came out as a hushed whisper but I was able to hear her.

"Good. Now give me some lips." I leaned down as she stood up on her tippy toes, reaching up for a kiss.

"Thank you." She smiled as we pulled away from the kiss.

"Why you thankin me ma?"

"Thank you for making me feel better, for loving me and for putting up with me even when I get emotional."

"No need to thank me baby."

"How about I make you something to eat to show my appreciation." She suggested.