Where Did I go Wrong?

Chapter 12

POV Alyssa

I woke up with August's arms wrapped around my naked waist, making me feel safe and secure. I know, I know. Three chapters ago I was 'waking up with Trey's arms around my naked waist' but hey, things change right?
I don't want yall to be thinking I'm a hoe or nothing like that, falling in love with Trey was a mistake because I've finally realised that my heart has always yearned for August. He's the one for me...I hope.

Soft kisses on my back broke me out of my thoughts, making me smile. I turned around to face August, damn he has beautiful eyes.

"Morning ma." And his morning voice is to die for.

"Morning." I replied, biting my lip. Looking at him brought back memories from the previous night. These are the kind of memories that will have you seeing the Lord, fr fr.
I almost melted when he smiled at me. Jesus take me now!! This man is too blessed.

"You hungry?" I couldn't say anything so I just nodded.

"Damn, I hit it so well I put you on mute." He teased, making me giggle.

"Ite, gone take a bath whilst I make breakfast." He said, getting out of bed. I saw that he was putting on his sweats from yesterday so I stopped him.

"Trey left some of his clothes, he's never worn them. You could wear that if you want. " I offered

"Thanks. I'm thinking that I should stay in these clothes until afta breakfast. Then maybe I can take a shower before changing into new clothes, if it's ite with you?"

"I'm fine with that." I agreed.

I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't realise August had already gone downstairs. I looked down, realising that I was rubbing my small baby bump. Shoot! Yesterday's events with August made me totally forget that I'm carrying Trey's baby in my stomach. Damn, what kind of mother am I?
I wonder if August kinda figured my pregnancy out, since I haven't told him yet... What would he think of me? Would he still want to start a relationship with me? Omg, what if he makes me abort it?

He wouldn't...
Or would he?

I pushed the negative thoughts to the back of my head, got up and took a shower, getting ready for the day.
I got out of the shower, lotioned up and put on August's shirt along with my black booty shorts, not bothering to put on any underwear. It's my house, might as well be comfortable in it.

I went down into the kitchen and the sweet aroma of August's cooking immediately hit my nose, making my stomach grumble.
I walked up behind him, wrapping my arms around his waist.

"Smells good in here."

"Oh hey ma, just sit down and I'll make your plate."

Whilst August was finishing off, I got out two glasses and put them out on the table, filled up with orange juice.
Just as I finished pouring my juice, August came out, setting two plates at each end of the table. He pulled out my chair, pushing me closer to the table as I sat down. He's such a gentleman.

We said grace then I began digging in. As soon as I tasted the first fork full, I felt like I was in heaven. I thought Trey could cook but August is a damn master chef. August started to speak, breaking me out of food heaven.

"Sooo..." he started.

"Soo what?"

"Im just trynna start conversation ma. I got some questions for you but I'm pretty sure you got sum fa me so I'll let you go first."

"Okay. How did you get in yesterday? Why did you come and most importantly, what do I mean to you? Like, was yesterday night just a hit and quit?" I asked curiously

"Ite ma, imma be real witchu. I got in with the spare key you gave me incase of emergencies. Some of my brothas were talking and I overheard that you and Trey done got over so I had to check if you're okay. Lastly, yesterday wasn't a hit and quit. I been feelin you ever since we kissed a few months ago. I've actually always liked you since Kindergarten. Well that's until India came and stole you from me, I kinda got pissed but anyway, the kiss we shared brought all these feelings and hanging out with you made me realise how much I'm actually feeling you."

I sat down, carefully taking in everything he was saying, laughing lowly when I remembered what happened in kindergarten. He was being so real and genuine, I can't help myself for having feelings for him.

"Anyway." He continued, "it's my turn to ask questions. " he smirked

"Go ahead."

"Firstly ma, how you holding up with the Trey thing? Did yesterday mean anything to you and when was you gone tell me about the baby?"

My eyes widened when he mentioned the baby but I played it off, trying to look as natural as possible.

"Well, I guess I'm doing okay when it comes to Trey. It's not like I'm depressed or anything. I'm genuinely coping okay and plus, being around you made me feel better. Which leads me on to my second answer, yesterday was amazing. I honestly thought I would regret it but it's nothing like that, the only thing I feel right now is the desire to re play yesterday and feel it all over again. It wasn't only the sex. I actually like you and I've come to realise that I've always had feelings for you and yesterday was just a bonus that made me fall even more for you. Now, on to the other subject.
I feel like a terrible mother because I totally forgot about the fact that I'm pregnant. In fact, the minute I realised Trey was gone for good, I was actually contemplating on abortion. That's why I didn't tell you, I'm not sure if I want to keep it." I explained, putting my head down in thought.

"Why would you want to abort my child?" He asked, making my head shoot up.

"W-what? What are you talking about?" I asked, deeply confused.

He sighed. "Lyssa, how many months are you?"

I picked up my phone, unlocking it and going to one of my apps.

"Uuumm, three months, 15 days, three hours and forty seconds. "

"Damn someone's precise much." He chuckled, taking out his phone and doing something on it. I curiously waited for him to finish whatever he was doing.

"Ite ma, according to calculations, the baby is mine. I marked the day we first had sex in my house, July 23rd. Exactly three months and 14 days ago. Listen ma I ain't forci-"

I cut him off by passionately kissing him.

"This is the miracle I've been praying for August! It's a bit fast, but we can be together and have a family. That's if you want to." I said, staring into his eyes.

"It's what I want ma." He replied, bending down to kiss my stomach.

This is it. My new beginning, Lord knows I'm going to church from now on, because he has answered my prayers for sure. I have me a fine man and a soon coming child.
I know its a bit fast, but what could go wrong?