Where Did I go Wrong?

Chapter 18

POV Trey

I picked my ringing phone up without bothering to check who was calling.
I know I'm not the same person that I was a few months ago, I've turned to my old druggie days but hell, who cares? No one has bothered to call or anything since I left for Canada, which just shows how much I'm worth.

Nothing.

"Hello?" I answered groggily.

"Hey baby." She cooed, making her identity known.

"India I told you not to call me that."

"That ain't what you said when you were in-between my legs." She mumbled, but loud enough for me to hear.

"You promised not to talk about that night." I hissed, getting up from my chair and moving to a more private place.

"I'm sorry. Anyways, I didn't call about that. I called to let you know that I'm pregnant."

"What's that gotta do with me?"

"It's yours. All the dates match up and plus, I haven't been with any one else."

POV India

I sensed the tension in his response when I told him that the pregnancy was a cause of him.
Lie.
Of course it's not his child. But it's all part of the plan.
You might be thinking all sorts of things about me but frankly, I don't care.
Karma is a bitch and in this situation I don't mind being that bitch.

2 guys down, 3 to go.

POV Alyssa

Yesterday is a total blur for me. I honestly didn't expect for him to still be into drugs all these years later, I thought he'd stopped.

I'm not sure if I did the right thing by embracing his 'profession' when I knew it was wrong and could put me and my child in danger. But I guess these are one of the things that you say and you can't take back. I've genuinely grown to love him and each day is just another chance for me to love him even more.

I don't want my child to grow up without her dad and in order for me to prevent that from happening, I need to have a good relationship with August.
Of course, we'll have our ups and downs but what couple doesn't?

I looked at the man lying beside me.
When I look at him, I don't see a man that lies, kills and sells drugs. Instead, I see a loving man that'll go to the depths of the world to provide for his family.

I guess that's what love is about.
Seeing the good in a person even when they're in the wrong.
That's how I knew that Trey didn't love me. I was in the wrong and instead of staying by my side, he went away.

"Morning Babydoll."
I instantly tensed up at the mention of my old nickname. There were certain memories that came with the name.

"P-please don't call me that." I looked up at him with pleading eyes, trying to hold back the tears that were forming.

"I'm sorry babyd-... Im sorry baby. I ain't mean to do that, it just slipped out."
Although he just woke up, I could see the understanding and regret in the midst of his tired eyes.

"It's fine." I sighed, wiping the few tears that had managed to escape.

"Come here." He beckoned, opening his arms for me to come in.
I scooted up to him, getting as close as my stomach would let me and wrapping my arms around his torso as he held me close by the waist.

"What's the time?" I asked, breaking the comfortable silence that had gathered upon us.
He reached over me, getting my phone.

"Seven thirty."