This was a poem I wrote with a friend of mine named Wesley. It was a while back, like October or November last year after a bad break up I had and I sent it to him to ask what he thought and he ended up writing more on it. I hope you enjoy ^^
Thoughts that confuse me and tear me apart
The tears that no matter how hard I try, I can't stop
I was afraid that you loved her, so I broke my own heart
As the days passed, it hurt a little less
Until you come and say I was wrong...
You tell me you love me.
The pain washes over me in one big wave
Again I'm confused and hopeless
Alone in the dark, I struggle even more
I remember how it feels with you...
You have plans to leave, I can't
I want to give you a reason to stay...
But instead you push me away
Easily replaced, acting like it never happened
Holding hands, feeling good, laughing
No, it's all gone
Washed away from the shore of love
Into the darker place of my heart
Shouldn't have fallen for you in the start...
I search for some sign that you still love me
You simply walk away, leaving me begging on my knees
Hating every butterfly in my stomach
Now I have to deal with the heartache
Hoping I'll wake up and this will all be a dream
But my horror continues and all I can do is scream
Only in my head, cause I can't aloud
People may call me crazy
They'll finally notice the tears and realize they've been lazy
They never saw that I was in pain
I got good at hiding it, so it never showed
They realize their friend is falling apart
Being torn from a happy reality...
By a broken heart
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Poetry From The Mind Of The Loving
PoetryA selection of poetry that is both older poems from when I was younger(That will be rvised slight to make more sense) and recent ones that come to me. Some will be sad while others will be happy or in between. I hope you enjoy :D
