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Zeke..

Dear Zeke,

I'm going to try to keep this short because if I don't then I'll start crying again. Zeke, I miss you so much. It's like my other half is gone. Josh feels the same way. He understands me and how I feel. The anger, sadness, guilt, bitterness, love, loneliness, hurt, and hopefulness. He's an amazing person. I love him to death. Even though we met only almost a week ago now.

He means the world to me. It feels like we've all known each other all our lives. You took our hearts with you.

I miss you so much, but I'll keep holding on. For Josh and Angel. I know that Angel is strong, and Josh is too. But I have a feeling Josh needs it more.
He's really nice and cool. He's trying to move on. Angel and I think it's for the best, but we didn't tell him or push him or anything.

You hurt me a lot Zeke. It's even harder to trust people now. You were the one I counted on to fulfill your promise. You really did say "I'll never leave you Anna." Because you said, "Don't ever leave me Anna." And I told you, "I promise. I'll NEVER leave you. Promise to never leave me?"
We pinky promised like little children. But I still remember that.
A song on Pandora came on. Actually a lot of songs came up. One that sticks out right now is "Alone Together." By Fall Out Boy. It was the last song you posted in your song book. I know it's because you were acting like the thing didn't happen, but still...

There's another song that made me almost cry in class today. A lot of it relates to how I feel and stuff.

Gone Forever--Three Days Grace

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life
I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
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Now, things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuckin fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life
I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
It could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever

Songwriters

SANDERSON, NEIL/GONTIER, ADAM/WALST, BRAD/BROWN, GAVIN / STOCK, BARRY

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I have so much to tell you Zeke. So many things to tell you. I even wait for your texts, but then I realise that you're.... And it makes it worse.
Daniel helped. He started a thing for you. Where you write RIP ZEKE 3-4-16 it was sweet. And considerate. Daniel_Sparks