Chim- I'll teach you to love again

Chapter 33

Silence.

That’s what fills the room apart from our breathing, I look into chocolate eyes that are staring into my blue ones, although hers eyes are different in this moment in time they are slightly darker if that’s possible she licks the sides of her mouth and I know she does that when she’s nervous I see her leaning forwards and our lips collide, the kiss soon turns passionate I feel myself being pushed back to lay on the sofa but our lips never parted, Cheryl straddles my thighs she moved her hands down my arm while our tongues duelled for dominance I move my hands to the inside of her top and I can feel her flat toned stomach then I started to move my hands upwards that’s when Cheryl pulled back, she face flushed and she breathing heavy

“what’s wrong?” I ask worried

“nothing, nothing baby its just…” she says and gets off my thighs and sits by my feet

“Cheryl what’s wrong tell me what your thinking” I say Cheryl stays silent for a few minutes then when I place my hand on her knee she looks up at me

“I just want our first time to be special…I want to make you feel special, I want make you feel all the love I have for you but I don’t feel ready yet I’m sorry” she says and she has tears in her eyes

“come here babes” I say and she moves closer to me I wrap my arms around her and kiss her on the head

“baby its fine I wont force you to do anything your not ready for and to be honest I don’t think I’m ready either” I say she looks up at me with her big brown eyes and I smile at her to let her know that it really is okay

She wraps her arms around my waist so I wrap mine around her neck, I breath her scent in and I feel she shiver slightly and I smile against her neck

“I love your smell” I say

“but I don’t have any perfume on” she laughs

“no I like your smell, that pure Cheryl smell” I say placing a kiss on her neck and pull away slightly and look at her face her tears have dried and she have a small smile on her face

“I love you so much Kimba” she says cupping my cheek with her hand

“your so understanding and you get me like no-one else does when I look at you my chest goes tight and my heart swells with love” Cheryl says I simply lean in and kiss her I take hold her both her hands in mine and look her in the eyes

“when I first met you I was lost and broken, but you always spoke to me you made me smile a genuine smile, you make my days bright and when I wake up i smile instantly because I know I have someone who loves me for me and without you realizing you taught me to love again you healed my broken heart” I say  I feel tears roll down my cheeks and I see Cheryl is crying too,

“I never want to lose you never if I did I wouldn’t be complete there would be a whole in my heart ,your me soul mate Kimberley and I love you with every bone in my body” she smiles widely I lean forward and kiss her.

“and I love you baby always” I say we fall into an embrace and then she rests her head on my shoulders and I run my fingers through her hair, its soothing her hair is so soft I kiss her on the head and rest my head on hers and we sit in a comfortable silence just holding each other.