Uta x Reader : Forgive Me

5° Imminent

{full of fear in your skin
and the weakness in giving in.}

Uta is staring at me as if he is looking past my eyes and piercing straight to my soul, and saying I'm feeling on the edge is an understatement.

I feel nausea sweep in, the room suddenly getting darker and my vision getting blurred. All I could do is look at him back, too afraid to move an inch away from him as he raises his hand up.

"Now that's a cute expression."

the tip of my nose is flicked.

...

?

....

did he just.....

FLICK MY NOSE?!

"wha...whaT WAS THAT FOR UTA?!"

Not responding, he got up and went back behind his counter continuing the sketch he started moments earlier. I stare at him for a good 30 seconds, the whole time he didnt look back or fazed about what i was doing. It was almost if like nothing had happened. My heart was gradually going back to normal, no longer questioning what that scene was all about. I guess some ghouls are a little playfully sadistic? Actually, that's exactly what he is, from the looks of it now. He's very blunt, but theres a hint of a humorous side to it- no matter how dark it may seem.

The initial shock caught me off guard, I admit. But maybe I just have to start getting used to the different types of ghouls I'll meet. I adapt to things pretty easily, and I dont like taking anything too seriously either. Being a ghoul honestly doesnt feel that bad.

{you're as sharp as a knife and you fit like a glove.
that is no way to live
that is no way to love.}

"Hey, Uta?"

"Hm?"

"Can I uh...crash here? It's pretty late, and I'm practically vulnerable being new to all this. I-I'll leave first thing in the morning though!"

"Sure."

..

No hesitation. At this point, Im not sure if that was a good or bad thing. Shrugging it off, I ask,

"So, where do I sleep?"

"Oh. You want to sleep right now? I guess I'll continue another time."

"You could just....keep working on it you know..I think I know how to sleep on my own thankyouverymuch."

"It would be rude to have you sleep on the couch, but I'm not sleeping on it either so we're sharing my bed."

And at this moment,
I was no longer (skin colour).
Because at this moment,

my entire body was blushing .

Oh not the cute dainty blush girls get when they giggle, oh no.

My entire body- flustered,
im pretty sure my damn soul is flustered.

"Are you ok?"

"Why?.."

"I mention sharing a bed just to sleep and you turn into stone."

Filled with amusement, he continues.

"Have you never slept with anyone in the same bed before?"

"N-n-n-o I havent but i swear if you try anYTHING I WILL EAT EVERY EYEBALL YOU'VE EVER OWNED!"

"..I hope you're aware we're just sleeping."

"I dont know if you're a pervert!"

"I am actually."

"UTA!!"

"But I won't do anything you don't want, don't worry."

He gets up slowly and puts his things away, then as he walks by me he says lowly,

"Unless you want me to."

"....."

"............"

"Uta."

"Hmm?"

"Where are your eyeballs?"

[[A/N: I AM BACK AND WITH A FULL-ISH STORY IN MIND AND READY TO GOOOOO. Anywho, I didnt realize how long I was taking and Im so sorry. I tried to make this chapter a tad bit humorous, since the previous chapters were making me feel gloomy just typing them. SO! I hope this wasn't too much of a fail. I'll be posting the next chapter tomorrow, hopefully I'll get more than 2-3 scenes in it so it could be longer.
Also, I started added one of my FAV song lyrics in the story. Its not in order, but it's gonna fit in very well.
Thanks for reading ! ♡]]

[side note:
Guess who's obsessed with Undertale and saw the pacifist ending before the genoside ending annddd had their heart ripped?
i did...i did..*cries*]