Uta x Reader : Forgive Me

15. Varmint

It's been a week since Adrian suddenly came over.  I'm still not sure about how to answer his question- I have too many in my own mind to even consider it.
I can't help but feel the urge to bust through Uta's door and attempt to murder him in plain sight. But, life never goes the way we think it will.

"Y/n."

Before I even turned the nob on my door, a deep voice calls me. Suddenly, my chest starts getting warm with anger. But no words come out, no matter how much I've planned in my head what I'd say if I ever came across him.

"Y/n. From your lack of response, I assume he said something.  Anything but-"

Uta looks off into the distwnce, as if waiting for something. His eyes narrow, and suddenly grabs onto my arm and starts running. I try to resist, but I'm slightly more concerned about why he suddenly is running, as if away from someone.

He pulls us into a familar coffee shop- Anteiku. Without saying much but nodding to Yoshimura, he pulls me into the back and looks straight at me.

"I should've brought you here earlier."

Annoyed, I pull away from his grip, "What do you want? What was all that running for? Going to rip my heart out next or what?"

"He's lying to you."

"Are you just saying thay because now I know why you did this to me? You killed my family, Uta. I knew some part of you was messed up, but not like this. At least.. not to me."

He sighs as he leans against the wall and looks down. There's a tense silence between us, as I stand here hoping what Adrian said wasn't true. To believe someone I adored who mutilated me, or a boyfriend I have no memory of?

"I'm going to go out with him again. He probably can help me regain some of my memories, not like you tried to help me with that." I look at him, and see he's still starring at the floor.

"You won't believe a thing I say, will you now?"

"No. Why would I-"

"You're going to listen to what I say either way." He suddenly looks at me, undoubtedly serious now. "Unfortunately, he's probably looking for you now so I'll be quick. I love to stir up madness, I take pride in myself for being able to.. change a few things to my liking."

He looks up and down at me, and it finally dawns to me.

My voice hardly a whisper, "Uta.. did you, purposely.. do all this to me?"

"At first, yes. You are no longer human because of me. But your.. human part I took out was for a decent reason. That was never part of my initial intentions, but seeing how a certain someone was planning on doing something all these years, I had to. He's insane and deadlier than me, and that's saying something due to how I'm sounding at the moment."

To think.. I once fell for a sadistic-eyeball-eating-prick. Suddenly, the door of the cafe is opened with a loud bang. "Is that all you have to say..? That hardly told me anything, how do I know you're telling the truth?"

"He's going to hurt you, Y/N. Mentally, and most definitely physically. He has a twisted vision of being with you..don't let him close to you. And now that you're stronger, it only.. drives him more to his sick fantasies."

It definitely doesn't sound like he's lying, for with every word he has a noticeable expression of hate for Adrian. Yet he hasn't told me his side of the story Adrian told me.

Walking towards the door, with my back turned to Uta I sneer, "I can fend for myself. I have been since I woke up alone years ago."

Adrian is sitting at a corner table of the cafe, looking directly where I stand. He smiles, and beckons me over. I sit across from him, "Seems you want to tell me something. I'm assuming you want to know my answer?"