Uta x Reader : Forgive Me

6° Farcical

*Undertale spoilers warning!
You have been warned to read if you don't mind them*

{{you're as bright as the sun
and calm as the moon}}

"Can you do me a favor, Uta?"

"What is it?"

I look at his bare torso and bring the blankets up past my eyes.

"Pleasepleassseee put a shirt on-"

"Do you not want to touch me?"

"....."

"..."

"Don't start whining if all your snacks are gone by tomorrow morning."

"You'll sleep on the couch next time."

"Oyo? Are you implying I'll be here again?"

A small pause.

"Yhea."

I peer out from the blanket to see him laying on his back a distance away from me. Despite him being awfully blunt and slightly pessimistic, I could see myself coming back to him. And despite the warnings in my head telling me to back away, I can't help but feel a sense of comfort when I'm with him.

Deciding there was nothing more to say, I roll on my side with my back facing away from him. Slowly my conscience starts slipping away, as I drift to sleep.

......

....

'keeping her company is entertaining'

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Opening my eyes, I almost forgotten I wasn't in my own bed. I got up, fixed my hair and went to thank Uta for letting me stay the night.

Weeks went on and I started getting used to finding food and even preserving it to wash down the taste of human food. The weird thing is I've been getting used to the horrid taste of regular food and not vomiting it up as much as of recent. When I hang out with Kaneki, he always asks how I manage to seem fine trying to blend in the society we once belonged in. In response, I always say I happen to adapt easily to any type of changes in my life, that's there's no point in refusing what has already been done. All we can do is live with it, and hope for the best.

I eventually got the mask Uta made for me, he said it was exactly like Kaneki's but in a bright pure white. Thank goodness it's easy to wash, because the amount of blood that gets on it can make it seem the original color was supposed to be red. Anywho, Uta and I occasionally go out 'hunting' together or I just bug the living daylights out of him when I have nothing else better to do. And as much as I hate to admit it, I started falling for the guy.

But right now, I have nothing else better to do.

"UtttAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I can't live on anymoreeee!" I slammed the door open, pretty aware he was concentrating on designing a mask of some sort.

"I don't know why you decided to watch it."

"Because I was curious to see if anyone could be THAT cruel!"

"____, you kill humans for food."

"BUT I WOULDN'T KILL TORIEL OR PAPYRUS JUST BECAUSE I WANNA BE A SICK BASTARD!"

"Why did I ever give you a key."

"FLOWEY EVEN BEGGED FOR HIS LIFE! AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM IN THAT FORM!"

"Where are my headphones.."

"AND THE LAST THING SANS SAID-!!! MY HEART COULDN'T TAKE ITTTT"

"I'm going to perish."

"HOLD MEEEE UTAA!"

I jumped on his side, barely tiping him over with all my weight against him. He let out a deep sigh, eventually giving in and patting my head as he continued his work.

"For someone who's worse than a video game, you've grown quite emotional."

In return I let go suddenly, walking away with my back turned to him. As much as I hated to admit it myself, it was bluntly true. But naturally it only happens with him, not even with Kaneki who was practically my twin once we became ghouls. To everyone else, I notice no difference in the attitude I first gave off to Uta. It feels like a weakness, as if he poisoned me and I'm giving him full permission to do so.

Sighing, I end up walking out his store without as much as glancing back at him. The nights cool breeze caresses my face, bringing a sense of relaxation. Too soon after, I hear my stomach grumble in annoyance as it lets me know for the hundredth time this week that it's time to eat again.

"Really..why do I visit this late at night again?"

From my small backback I take out my mask, ready to take someone else's life just to save my own.

{{A/N: im so sorry i ended up finishing this WAYYYY PAST THE DAY I SAID I WOULD. school work was piling up and here i was just, being a bad noodle. anywho, sorry if this one is short, im trying to get the next scene to make some sort of sense and idk how thats gonna go honestly.
bless your soul if youre still reading*}}