Depressed

Chapter 5

Btw, I'm sorry I couldn't upload a picture of Tara. But if you want to know go to google and search beautiful women. She is blonde.For me it is the first picture. 

Ashley's P.O.V 

I walked away from my girlfriends and went to my locker. I'm only friends with Sammy because A.) It makes Tara upset and B.) She is pretty. I opened my locker when a blue note fell out. 

Haha, probably a secret admirer. I smiled at the thought of people loving me even more. I unfolded the note ready to check a box. But it wasn't a secret admirer note.I read it and it said. 

                                                          Ashley-

I hate you and your stupid posse. I don't know what you have against me and everyone else who doesn't worship you. You aren't God, you aren't a queen, so why do you act like this? If you have stopped reading that's fine. It's not like I could care.I just want you to feel guilt. The blood stained sleeves weren't fake, and neither were the tears I shed.I want you to feel guilty that I'm dead. I know that you're just going to laugh ad say this is some dumb prank, but when you walk into the homeroom class Mr.C will be telling everyone the great news, I committed suicide. I hope you know that you were a big reason for this. 

                                  -Tara 

P.S. I hope you burn in hell with Sammy :)

I broke down crying right there in the middle of the hallway not caring who saw me.I heard crying from the classroom and I knew what she said was true. 

"WHY WAS I SUCH A BITCH?!?!?" I screamed "Why, why ,why....." I was  screaming repeatedly.

Everyone in the hall was staring at me with confused looks. I'm the most popular person in school, why wouldn't they?But none of that matters now. Mr.C, my homeroom teacher came out with the rest of the class. They saw me screaming like I was about to be murdered. 

By that time everyone had come out of their classrooms staring at me with confused expressions. 

I tried to stop screaming but I couldn't. Soon I passed out because I was crying and screaming so much I stopped breathing for a couple of minutes.

~~~Dream in hospital~~~~~

"Why, why did you do this to me?" I heard the all to familiar voice , Tara 

"I'm sorry" I said with a shaken voice. 

"I hope you learn you're lesson, this is all your fault" she said before disappearing into the blinding white light.

~~~~End of Dream~~~~

"Oh sweetie I'm so glad you woke up, I was so worried about you" My mother said

"It's all my fault" I whispered 

"What did you say sweetie?" she asked

"It's all my fault " I said a little bit louder

"What is sweetie?" 

"It's all my fault" I said louder.

"Ashley, what are you talking about?"

"It's all my fault!" I screamed with tears running down my cheeks 

"It's all my fault !!!" I screamed again and again. 

"Doctor she is doing it again"my mother told the man in the room

As I screamed they put an amnesia mask on me and I fell asleep with one thing going through my head"It is all my fault"