366 Days- A Challenge

191 - 205

191. If you could relive one year, which year would it be?

The year of the divorce. I'd prefer not to go into more detail.

192. Do you think everyone is worthy of love?

Yes unless you think you can control your spouse, then no.

193. What does failure mean to you?

1. Giving up.
2. Trying to successfully complete a task and utterly unsuccessfully completing it.

194. What does success mean to you?

Succeeding in the job in which you were trying to accomplish.

195. What are some of your greatest fears?

College.

196. If karma was coming back to you, would it hurt or help you?

Idk. I mean, I know what karma is but I can't think of anything good or bad that I might have done.

197. What is the last thing you've done that is really worth remembering?

Buying Pokemon Red for $20. Yeah. I got the original copy of Pokemon Red.

198. Do you think anyone can truly accept themselves?

Of course. All they have to do is stop being a fcking btchass wimp and not change themselves. I mean, people change over time like within 10 months, they can go from a nerd to the dick of the year.

Anyways, people can truly accept themselves. I have. Mostly.

199. How have you spent most of your time for last 2 months?

Ummm, reading books on Wattpad, updating books on Wattpad, playing All Is Lost, Tomb of the Mask, and Splash Cars.

200. Do you think life is short?

Hmmm, five years as a kid. Then about 13 years through Hades' version of Hell, then 10-15 years of schooling to get a career. Another 20-30 years before retiring and then 10-20 before dying. This is all if:

1. You don't smoke/drink/do drugs.
2. You constantly do you best.

I don't think life is short at all.

201. What constitutes bravery?

When you show no fear. When you finally decide to grow a pair and do something other people would find to be crazy. When you are absolutely certain that you have no fear.

202. Do you get offended easily? Why or why not?

No.

I mean, this guy at my school had his phone a certain way so when he called me 'freshman' even though I'm a sophomore and I looked up, I could tell he took a picture of me. Five minutes later, he says he put make-up on me and made me look pretty.

Like fcking seriously? Is that the best a senior can do, I would love to see what a freshman could do. I will give him this though: More creative than just drawing a dck in my mouth.

203. How much control do you have over your life?

Not much. I mean, if I get told something by a superior (teacher, parents) and I don't want to do it, I don't really speak up or anything. Like, my Newspaper teacher made me do some story and I wanted to say no but it was first semester so there were only seven people and everyone else had a story to do. Plus, I froze up.

204. How much control do you have over your feelings?

It all depends. When I got Pokemon Red, I was singing the original theme song, dancing in my chair, and bragging about it to random people. If it's anger, pretty well. Especially sadness.

205. Which of these is more important: long-term ambitions or short-term goals?

Hmmm, idk. I mean, it's kinda hard to explain on what I want to say. Like, AAGGHH DAMIT. I can't seem to put it in words. Sorry guys.