Don't you ever wish you can fade way and never come back? I have thought a lot about and when I say a lot I mean a lot. People say suicide is selfish and it hurts other people too. But is that true, is it? I have people telling me to die or I'm ugly. But it's true I'm ugly but to die take away a life. I never thought about it that way. I aways thought of it was you dead and that's all. But if i kill my self maybe people will be happier. And my be I will too. I will never know. Or maybe I will. No one is home it's just me. The pills are in the washroom. And the blade is in the dresser. Or I have the rope in the garage. Today is the day that Darlene Ford will no longer be here on earth. I lined the pills in a line there are ten of them. I have made new cuts I stopped when I couldn't feel. The blood was rushing out of me. I got a tall glass of water and set it down next to the pills. One by one I put them in my mouth and drifted off.
A/N I couldn't get in to the story line so a new one! yay So will try and post more but vote and comment!xx
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Beside You (Ashton Irwin)
FanfictionThe girl who wanted to die but did not. The girl who thought she wasn't loved, was loved. The girl who was bullied and called names. That girl is Darlene Ford. But there was at one person that believed she can over come it was Ashton Irwin. That mad...
