Years

Offers & Disagreements

Madelyn

It has been two months, two months since Justin and I officially moved out of his old apartment and into our own. It was a little odd at first; we were living by ourselves and I actually felt like a real couple now. Not that I didn't before but Hannah was always acting a bit strange... I don't know what's been up with her lately.

I walked around the corner into the kitchen looking for Justin but he wasn't there. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked by the living room which again, was empty. "Justin!" I yelled and heard the echo of my voice. I walked through the hallway that was filled with framed photos of Justin and I and smiled at them. Most of them were from high school since we haven't really taken that many pictures together lately.

I walked into our room and saw Justin putting clothes into a suitcase. "Where are you going?" I asked with concern lacing my voice. I know we have been fighting lately but I didn't think it was something he would leave about. Justin looked up at me and smiled slightly. "Are you leaving me?" I ask, my voice quivering. Justin's face changed instantly and he walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my body tightly.

"No baby, I'm not leaving you." Justin whispered and I shoved my head against him. I let out a sigh of relief and I automatically felt better.

"If it's about that music video deal then I won't do it. If it bothers you that much then I don't want to do it." I spoke quickly and Justin laughed.

"No it's not that. The team has to go to a few days of training so I'm just getting my things ready for later." Justin said and whipped he small tears from under my eyes.

In case you're confused, which I bet you are, I got a call last week from Zayn Malik's agent and they want me to be in his new music video for his song 'Pillow Talk' and if you've heard the song I'm sure you can guess why Justin was pissed off about it. It was something I really wanted to do I missed modeling and even though this technically wasn't modeling, it was the next big thing coming for me.

I missed having something to do and ever since I lost modeling I've had a hole in my chest. The hole from Justin was completely filled but now I had another void I wanted to fill. I had got myself a new agent too and she thought this would be the perfect thing for me. I wasn't going to be a model. I would be doing any project I got an offer and I was so excited about this.

"And about the video...I thought about it and I think you should do whatever makes you happy. I obviously won't be watching it considering it'll be my fiancé making out with another guy but if you want to do this then I'll support you in any way you need me too." I smiled up at him and pecked his lips a few times.

"You mean it?" I ask making sure and he nodded.

"Yeah, did you tell them you want to accept the offer?" Justin asked as he let me go and finished packing up his things. I took a seat on the bed and watched him as he put in a few shirts and some pants. I shook my head in response.

"No I didn't want to tell them anything without talking to you about it. I know you think that this will be it but Justin; if I do this my name will officially be out there again. I will be getting more and more offers and it will be just like modeling but worse. I will be traveling a lot..." I tailed off and Justin shrugged.

"Okay so we can make it work. I'm almost done with school Mads. I'm so close to being done and if everything works out with these last few games I will play hockey professionally and we will be okay." Justin said in a reassuring tone and I smiled.

"I'm going to go make that phone call now." I said with a smile and Justin placed a chaste kiss on my lips. "I love you." I said and Justin smiled.