Years

Scandal & Unchained

Madelyn

"Jenny I am not doing that!" I yelled from across the room and Jenny scoffed. It has been two months since Zach and I were introduced and two months since our 'relationship' had gone public.

"Madelyn the press is getting bored with you and Zach, we need to throw some scandal in your relationship! This will be good for you!" Jenny spat back angrily.

"Why do I have to be the one accused of cheating? Why can't he be the one?" I said and Jenny crossed her arms. Bevin stood up from the couch and grabbed a bottle of water.

"This is kind of crazy Jenny. I don't think that is a good idea for either of them. The media eats these things up and they will destroy Madelyn." Bevin fought back.

I was happy to be back at home in New York. I've done many shoots since Paris and I was tired. I wanted to be back in control of my own life and right now I couldn't do that with Jenny breathing down my neck. I missed my mom and Hannah. I haven't seen Hannah in months and she was very upset when I told her I couldn't come up for that week.

She has been busy from what her Twitter and Instagram pages look like. I've seen many posts of Hannah and Justin with some girl named Whitney. I don't know what it was but every single time I say them in a picture with her my heart fell out of my chest.

I know I have no right to feel this way considering I'm the one who pushed Justin out of my life, but he will always have a special place in my heart. Always.

"Madelyn are you listening to a word that is coming out of my mouth?!" Jenny shouted and snapped her fingers in my face. "Are you on some kind of drugs right now Madelyn? You are so unfocused and have been ever since that girl brought that boy around you! This is why we have this relationship set up with Zach!"

I stood up faster than Jenny blinked and pointed my finger at her. "You have done nothing but try to pull me down! I am sick and tired of you listing off things that are wrong with me! This is supposed to be fun not some kind of living hell and that's what it feels like! You're not my mother!"

Jenny's eyes narrowed at me and I saw Bevin swallow hard. "I may not be your mother Madelyn, but I am doing a hell of a lot better than she is. I haven't seen her come to one of your shows since you started."

I slapped her across her face and she held her cheek in shock. "Don't talk about my mother like that. I'm done Jenny. Find another girl to rip apart because I am done being that girl."

I was done talking to her. I just wanted to go home and take a break. I needed to clear out my head.

"Bevin you can't let her through everything she has worked for down the drain! Talk some sense into her!" Jenny yelled at Bevin.

"Bitch, get the hell out of my house and stay your ass away." Bevin laughed and grabbed her arm. Bevin pushed her out the door.

I heard footsteps enter the kitchen and Bevin sat up on the counter. "You okay?" she asked and I nodded my head.

"Yeah I feel unchained," I said with a laugh and Bevin laughed too.

"So what are you going to do now?" Bevin asked and I shrugged.

"I miss my mom and I would love to see my little sister." Did I mention my mom had a baby? No? Well, she did and she was the most beautiful little girl. "I think I might go home and see my mom." I decided and she nodded.

"Good! When are you thinking about going?" Bevin asked.

"Maybe I will pack my things up tonight and fly out tomorrow morning. I have to talk to my mom first to see if it's a good time for her."