Insecure

Chapter 1

Taylor In The MM

Taylor's POV:

Chris Brown's song 'Remember Me' blasted from my alarm clock letting me know that another day of being fucked with is starting. Reaching out, I shut off my clock and got out of bed to stretch. The sound of my mother's footsteps approaching my room caught my attention.

"Just checking to see if you were up Tay." She said, poking her head through the door.

"Unfortunately Mom, I am." I said, as I dreadfully pulled myself out of the bed.

"Sweetie, I know you hate it, but you have to go to school and get an education. That way you can go to college and be successful in life. Now hurry the hell up, you have 45 minutes until Robin gets here."

"Alright Ma."

As I make my way to the shower, I passed my full length mirror. I turned my head away in disgust as I see my body. I don't even know why I have that mirror. It's not like I look in it anyway. I cut the shower on and got in to clean my body. I finished, wrapped myself in a towel and brushed my teeth. I did the rest of my hygiene so that I could figure out what to do with my blowed out hair. I decided to go with a sleek bun. I left the bathroom, hair complete, eyebrows on Fleek. I noticed that it was 7:30. Only 15 minutes left. I quickly searched through my closet for something to wear. I picked out some light colored shredded blue jeans, a plain white cropped tee with a boob pocket, and my all white converse. I grab my Iphone XR Max, my charger and AirPods (of course), and my book bag. Then I head down the stairs, but not before giving my room one last look to make sure that I didn't forget anything.

"Baby won't you sit down and eat some breakfast before you go?" Mom said.

"No thank you," I said, "I'm just going to grab a breakfast shake to go."

It's not like I need it anyway. Hearing Robin's horn, I grab my things and head out the door. As soon as I am in the car she yells , "BIHHHHHHHHHHHH, I thought I was gone have to come in there and drag ya ass out my damn self!"

"I was not in there that long." I said, rolling my eyes dramatically.

"Anyways... Tay, who you getting all cute for? Looking all sexy and shit!"

"Robin stop. I am not getting sexy for anybody. I'm not even sexy." I was hoping she didn't hear that last part, but she did.

All of a sudden the car came to a halt, making me hit my head on the dash board.

"Damn Robin! Why did you do that?"
"Because you always doing that shit. Stop downing yourself. You're gorgeous as shit!" She said.

"Right."

She looked like she wanted to say more but she didn't. We pulled into West Bridge High's student parking lot. We gathered our things and made our way to the school entrance. While walking, we heard someone that I was hoping to avoid all day.

"Ayoooo Fat Girl!!!!!" Joseph, the most popular boy in school yelled out.
"You needa stop walking. You're causing an earthquake biggie!"

Everyone started laughing as my eyes watered.

"Shutup Joseph! That's why yo dick little. Mhmmmmm, you know I know about you. You can't talk about no damn body until your balls drop!" My other Bestfriend Tori yelled.

All of Joseph's boys yelled " DAYYUUUUUMMMMMM!"

Tori walked up to us and gave me a hug.
"Thank you for that but I think I'm just going to go ahead and go to class you guys."

I walked away before they could object.