*hehe.
Travis:
"So Taylor . Tell me what features you love about yourself?" Dr. Williams asked Taylor.
"Umm.. I love my smile and my long beautiful hair. ." She said.
"Now tell me some things you hate about yourself."
"Well I hate my crimson chin, I hate my big boobs, I hate my back rolls, I hate my stretch marks, I hate my sagging stomach, I hate my humongous thighs, my big arms, my loose skin that jiggles. I hate it all."
I closed my eyes and counted to ten in order to keep from saying anything.
"Now do you see the problem with those answers?" Dr. Williams asked.
"No. What?"
"You only said two things that you love about yourself but you said a whole list of things that you hate about yourself. My goal for our sessions are to eventually switch your lists to where you list a lot of things you love about yourself and 1 to 0 things you hate about yourself."
"I'm sorry. It's just some things I wish I could change." Taylor said.
"But you're beautiful." I said.
"But I don't feel beautiful. What is it about that , that you don't get?" She asks with tears in her eyes.
"Taylor, if you are at the point where you absolutely hate something about yourself , change it. Healthily though. You have to make yourself love yourself. Let me ask you a question. Do you really love this man and do you really wanna marry him?" Dr. Williams asked.
"Yes I love him and I do want to marry him."
"Well if you don't learn to love yourself, you're going to push him away and it's not going to allow him to love you." She said.
"I'm sorry Travis! I promise important I'm going to get better. Just don't leave me. Be patient please." Taylor said crying.
"Man you know damn well I'm not going anywhere." I said hugging her.
"Well our session for this week is over. I'll see you again in two weeks Taylor. Come back to me with that list shortened. That's our goal for these 2 weeks. Okay?"
"Okay."
I grabbed Taylor's hand and we left out of the building and went to pick up Kayson from My brother's house.
Taylor:
We pulled up to Jerome and Tori's house and I immediately ran in to talk to my bestie.
"Heyyyyyy Friend!" I said
"Friend" I said.
"Friend! Hey!" I said again.
She cocked her neck at me and said," Hey Bitch! the fuck?!"
I couldn't do anything but laugh.
"Where's my goddaughter?" I asked looking for Ansley.
"In her room watching television with Kay."
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Insecure
RandomTaylor Miller is a plus sized girl who is bullied everyday. She only has two friends. Everyone else despises her because she is different. Which isn't true. She isn't different, just bigger, but also beautiful. Will Taylor let someone show her how b...
