Insecure

Chapter 12

Travis's POV:

I heard Taylor's scream from upstairs. I ran up the stairs and saw a lot of people In front of a door screaming. I squeezed my way to the front and I saw Jasmine and her crew shooting Taylor with something out of water guns.

I thought it was funny until I saw Taylor basically naked and her red face crying. I tried to get into the room but they wouldn't let me pass. Then Taylor busted out of the room in some clothes and ran out crying. I was bout to run out after her but somehow all of the girls pushed me into Robin's room and broke the doorknob.

This is some shit man I need to get to Taylor. I looked at the window and grabbed a shirt from her dresser and wrapped my hand up. I then punched the window and it broke. I knocked the extra pieces of glass from the window and climbed out.

As I made my way to the front Tori ran up to me looking panicky.

"TRAVIS SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH TAYLOR!!!"

"What do you mean?" I said.

"She texted me and told me that she loved me. I think she's going to kill herself. Travis we have to go now!"

I got my phone out to call her but it was dead. We got into the car and I rushed to Taylor's house. When we arrived the front door was unlocked.

"TAYLORRRRRRR!" I called as I got into the house.

No reply.

I rushed up the stairs with Tori right behind me. Taylor's light was off and she was lying in the bed.

"Taylor thank God. I thought you were going to do something crazy." Tori said to her.

No reply.
"Taylor?" Tori said, like she was about to cry. I ran to the bed and turned her over. She was covered in blood.

"Tori go in the bathroom and get some towels NOW!" I yelled. I felt her neck to see if she had a pulse. It was faint, but there was one.

"AHHHHHHHH" I heard her scream.

"What?"
"There's blood everywhere and an empty pill bottle!" She yelled.

I didn't reply, I just grabbed Taylor's body and ran downstairs to the car. I put her in the backseat as Tori get into the front seat. I got in the driver's seat and shot to the nearest hospital.

"Taylor please don't do this to me. I need you."
I pulled up to the hospital and got out with Taylor in my arms.

"Help me! SHE IS CUT UP REALLY BAD AND SHE TOOK A LOT OF PILLS! I NEED HELP NOOWWWWW!"

Some doctors came and took her away on a stretcher while screaming commands to the nurses to help her. Taylor's mom came in and asked us what happened. Tori had called her. She told Taylor's mom what happened and her mom sat there fuming.

I know I'm a real nigga but I need my baby. I started sobbing and shaking. I did not work my ass off to get a second chance just for her to be taken away from me. I looked up and started doing something that I haven't done In a while. Pray.

"Dear God......."
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About an hour later a doctor came out.

"The Millers?" He said.

"That's us." Taylor's mom said.

"Ummmm.. I'm so sorry." He said.

My heart dropped. I got up and punched a whole in the wall.

"Taylor's mother came over and grabbed me. I fell down on the floor crying. rocking back and forth.

"I ca- can't do thi- this..! I need my ba- babyyyyy..." I yelled. Damn I'm being a bitch ass nigga.

"She lost a lot of blood. That was the cause of death. She died before we could even work on her." The doctor said.

"Nahh man y'all ain't shit. You could've saved her BUT YALL DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YALL DOING!" I yelled at him.

"Travis! She wouldn't want you to be acting like this now calm down before I have a breakdown. I'm trying to hold it in and I'm her fucking mother. Now shut the fuck up with all that shit." She yelled at me.

damn she a savage.

'Now Doctor can we please go see her?"

"yes she is in room 308.' He said.

While walking to the room, I looked at Tori since she hadn't said a thing since we got here. She was silently crying with a mug plastered on her face. I decided not to bother her.

We got to the room and when we got there, the door was closed. We walked in and her body was covered up with blood all over the white hospital sheets. I choked.
Her mom went over to the bed and stood there for a while. She looked a little smaller.

Her mom pulled the cover back and we all gasped.
"What the hell is going on here?" Ms. Miller said.

There was a girl lying on the bed with blood all over her. It wasn't Taylor. I looked at the name on the clipboard.

"Justine Miller." I said.

The doctor burst into the room.

"Ma'am I am so sorry but this is not your daughter. I had the names mixed up and I- I am so sorry. "
A woman who looked like the Justine girl came in the room crying.

We all left out behind the doctor.
"Now your daughter, Taylor Miller, is not dead. She did lose a lot of blood and as of right now is in a coma. we also had to pump her stomach from all of the pills in her system. If she had gotten here any later, it would've been too late. Might still be too late. We don't know if she is going to wake up but it is all up to her. "

"Okay doc. What room."

"323."

I ran past them into the room 323. She looked like she was sleeping. She is so beautiful to me. I sat down in the chair beside the bed and grabbed her hand. The heart monitor fluttered a bit and I moved my hand, thinking I might've did something wrong.

"Taylor when I first saw you, I knew I wanted you. especially after you bent over in front of me to pick up your books. Cause girl that ass was just, Lawd Jesus. But anyways, at that moment I felt the need to protect you and do whatever I needed to be with you. That day I asked you out, I was nervous as shit. I was afraid you wouldn't want me. You were way out of my league , then when it was time for the date, my dumbass had to fall asleep. then you wouldn't talk to me. I had planned out that game for 2 weeks. Then you said yes. That was the day I promised myself to not mess up. then tonight you had to go and almost be taken away from me. And I just know that if you die, I can't bear it. Taylor, I ne- need you." By now I was crying mad hard.

"Taylor you can't do this to me. I need you to keep me sane. Taylor..... I love you. I know it's early but I love you and I've never been so sure of something in my life. "

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Tori's POV:

We heard Travis's speech and decided to give him alone time with her while he poured his heart out. I told Tay's mom that I would be back to see her. I need to go make some phone calls. My best friend was hurt and could've died. Somebody's gone die.

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Taylor's POV:

I can't see.

I can't feel.

I can't open my eyes.

I'm not in pain.

I can hear.

Travis.

I wanted to die.

But I don't think I'm dead.

Could I be?