You are the memory that
I don't actually remember
But youre there all the same
You're the one thing thats been
Always, when everything and everyone came and went
But you weren't good for me
You were toxic
But I drank deeply
And drowned in your essence
Not caring about the reprecussions
You used me like I used you
But more somehow
You were taking more from me
Than I even noticed
And nearly destroyed me
I let go and moved on
But your hold on my heart
Still held strong
Which is why Im here at this point
My mind drifted to you
And slowly I started to wonder
I called to you
You came willingly
Almost as if you knew I would
You embraced me with open arms
And I fell into them again
Feeling the familiar pain
I let you back into my life
Begging you to ruin me again
I fell at your knees
Worshiping like an altar
Murmuring your name like a prayer
You are my love,
My pain
And my imminent destruction
And Ill enjoy my downward
Spiral
YOU ARE READING
Puzzle Pieces
PoetryThis is a collection of poems designed to say what I was too afraid to. They are the true, unedited musings of a Outcast..Loner..Weirdo..Psycho.. With these pieces finally together maybe people will see me as I truly am
