Kota's POV
I can't believe it's already the last day of PAX. Who knew signing your name on something could become so tiring! During our little autograph sessions we had stayed seated at our table, so you would think we'd be full of energy right? Well no. Over the past few days we had been bombarded with fans asking for autographs and photos. Multiple people had even asked to get a picture of Dawn and Adam or Jason and I kissing. Geese why were these people so interested in our love lives? Those stalkers! But we never said no, Jason and I would gladly kiss for each fan who asked, which came pretty often and now it wasn't even embarrassing, almost like a natural reaction. "Can you guys please kiss?" They would ask. Then Jason would lean in and softly touch his lips to mine for a few seconds. It was like some sort of ritual. What really helped was the fact that Dawn and Adam were going through the same thing. (A/N i know Dawn and Adam broke up, but I liked them together so for this story they are still bf and gf)
The latest fan to ask for a photo of Jason's lips meeting mine had just left, a look of joy and content on her face. Jason had gone to the water fountain that wasn't far from our table to refill his water bottle while the rest of us continued to sign, though there weren't too many waiting fans at the moment. I had been laughing as Adam made a ridiculous face in a picture with a younger fan. I was smiling and shaking my head at Adam as I turned my head to see Jason talking with a tall girl, who looked about my age, at the water fountain. She was wearing a vibrant blue and white striped, loose, off shoulder top that brought out her bright blue eyes as well as the light blue streaks towards the bottom of her blond hair. She was obviously trying to flirt with him but i couldn't tell if he was flirting too, though he was clearly smiling... no Kota, there's no need to be jealous. Jason would never do that to you. I knew this for a fact, at least, I hoped it was a fact.
I continued to stare in their direction, maybe even glaring at the girl, possibly a look of jealousy? Anger? Hurt? in my eyes. Again, I knew there was no reason to worry but I couldn't help it. After all, Jason was an extremely cute, famous Youtuber who lots if girls would give anything to date. To this day I still wonder from time to time if this is all a dream. Then I pinch myself and know for sure it's not. Jason really is my boyfriend.
Jason glanced over at me and must have seen the way I was glaring at them. He said goodbye to the girl and walked off without a smile, without a look back. The girl looked jealous, confused and slightly upset. When she saw Jason take his seat next to me and kiss me lightly on the cheek, it seemed to dawn on her that he had a girlfriend who just so happened to be me. She glanced over at me with a mixed look of two completely different feelings, apology and hate. I wonder which one she feels more of. I shrugged off the thought of her as she turned and walked out of sight, allowing me to resume my autograph session.
Jason leaned over to me and whispered softly in my ear. "You don't have to be jealous, she was just a fan. I already have you as an amazing girlfriend and I would never trade a single moment we have spent together for anything. " I smiled at his words and now it was my turn to kiss his cheek. I truly did love him. Then I realized something. Neither of us had ever said out loud the three words that can mean so much someone. "I love you." I knew that I loved him, though I had never said those words out loud, and though Jason never had admitted it either, I felt like I knew he loved me too. Until the time came when he would tell me those three words, I felt like that was enough.
A/N
Another short chapter, I know. Please forgive me for my laziness when it comes to updating, I try my best. But anyway, for some reason I like the way I wrote that chapter and I don't even know why, I kind if feel like it had more detail or something. It might just be me though... whatever. Next chapter will include a bit if drama and should be much longer than this. Though I must warn you, next chapter we will be skipping a few months into the future cause that's what I have to do in order to make the rest if the story work. Hope you enjoyed my short excuse for a chapter. Peace out!
