The old me wouldn't do that because I am not heartless or cold hearted. I am very caring and kind. I care about the feeling of others and I care about what people think of me, whether that is good or bad. I had a long list of things I would never do and believe it or not, having sugar daddies was one of them. But, I had to work hard and play hard. After about 4 months, I had paid a quarter of my tuition, which was $7000. By this time I was not going on one or two dates anymore. I was going on around 4 to 5 dates. Some even went into the early morning hours of 3 am. It didn't bother me because I kept my eyes on the prize. In one night I made around $1,600 to $2,000 dollars. It baffled me how everything seemed to be falling into place perfectly because it seemed a little too easy. I was also working alongside a professional makeup artist in a salon on days that I did not have school. I also made a decent amount of cash there as well.
My personality, values and morals really started to change. I was not the nice person I actually am. I was rude, careless and just not myself. Everything suddenly became about the money, not even just the tuition money, but money for my own personal uses such as spa trips, shopping sprees, fancy furniture, a dog and everything under the sun. I became very self absorbed, very vain and narcissistic. My appearance was the only thing I cared about. I became very materialistic. I did not care about others' perception of me and I didn't care about others. I didn't even answer my mom's phone calls. My younger sister Catrina even reached out to me, but I didn't even bother answering her calls either. Family didn't matter, nothing mattered but me, as horrible as that sounds.
I was like a brick. Unbreakable,untouchable, invincible or that's what I thought at least since nothing affected me. I didn't realize it at the time, but things had gotten really bad in terms of how much I was changing as a person. It wasn't right, it wasn't good and the fact that I did not notice still shocks me. It took a very hurtful experience to get me to realize what I was doing and what I was turning into because I was becoming something awful. I was becoming a monster.
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Work Hard, Play Hard
RomanceSugar daddies, money, late nights and temptations. She did it all for that university tuition. But when she meets the man of her dreams,will she be able to change and leave her past behind?
