should i? | j.jk

chapter 20 - best friends?

YOUR POV
My heart was still pounding very fast about what just happened.

Everytime i remember that, i could feel my body becoming hot especially my cheeks. I might look like a tomato.

He pecked me on the lips.

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"Yah (y/n), are you even listening me?" Sana's words made me snap to the present.

"Yes yes mother, i am." I mocked her playfully.

"Then tell me what i'm telling you." She said, wanting me to prove my words.

I just grin, not knowing what she was telling me the whole time.

Sana shooks her head while sighing.

"What have you've been thinking about lately?" She asked me.

"Sana, i'm just gonna open up to you."

"Tell me,"

"I have moved on from jungkook, to t-taemin fully." I shuttered at his name.

"wHAT?!"

Sana was surely shocked. I just nodded slowly, shyly.

"B-but, he's a bastard."

"I know, but i just lo- like him." I was just about to say love, good thing i didnt.

Sana sighs at my decision.

"Well just do what your heart wants.." sana told me.

"And by any chance, does he like you back?" Sana continued talking.

Don't know why but these words just slipped out from my mouth unawarely.

"We're dating."

Sana was very shock. More shocked than before.

I have told her 'everything' but actually not everything. I havent told her that he kissed me, and confessed to me.

Aish. But why do i even need to say that?!

"You serious? No time to joke around, (y/n)" Sana said seriously.

I hesitated to answer. And finally nodded.

Sana just sighs about this.

"But that means you don't need to avoid jungkook anymore because you won't be hurt since you've moved on." Sana said.

I immediately remembered of jungkook.

After so long not thinking about him. I suddenly missed him ....

As a friend.

I guess i wont need to avoid him anymore. Sana is right. I wont be hurt anymore.

I guess we could just be best friends again from now on.

I do feel bad for jungkook since i sometimes ignore him, and do avoid him. He probably felt sad.

Okay, i'm gonna say sorry to him.

And now, back to the moment.

"Yeah, i guess your right." I said to sana.

"Good" sana said happily.

I was happy too, i'm gonna be able to be friends with jungkook again. I missed his voice, his warm hugs, his cuteness, his .. everything.

We then walked back to class, where they'd normally hang out.

We arrived in front of our class. Sana was about to step inside but i stopped her.

"Hey, If jungkook asks me why i was acting like that before, what should i answer?" I ask sana.

"Just say you're on your period girl." She said while walking in.

I took a deep breath before i finally entered the classroom.

I took a step in and immediately found them sitting in a circle on the tables.

I hesitated to greet jungkook or not since he'd probably dont know im here because his back was facing me.

I decided to greet him.

I put my hand on jungkook's shoulder and i could feel jungkook finched a little then looked back.

"H-hi jungkook" i said my first words to him after ages not talking to him.

"Oh hey (y/n), where have you been?" He said then changes his body posture so that he could face me fully.

"Uhm.. canteen." I lied.

"I mean.. where have you've been all this time? Why are you avoiding me?" He looked down.

I raised his head back up by placing my hand on his chin, raising it up.

"I'm not avoiding you, i uhm just in a bad mood." I said, making a reason.

"Oh i see, wanna eat together later lunch?" He asked me. I nodded.

He then pulled me to his arms, giving me his warm hug, which i really miss.

"I've missed you." He said. I could hear a crack on his voice.

I looked up to see jungkook's eyes filled with tears.

A single tear dropped to his cheek, i quickly wiped it with my hands.

"I'm here, jungkook" i comfort him.

"I thought you didn't want to be friends with me anymore.." he said, burrying his face onto my neck.

"I know it's only two days.." he continued to sob.

Seeing jungkook cry made me sad too. I guess we have bond together strongly. But only as friends.

Right now, all of the peoples here was looking at me. I mean us.

But i didnt care because at least, i could be friends with him again, without being hurt.

And i realised how important i am in his life.

Jungkook then pulled back and wiped his tears by himself and chuckled.

"Sorry i'm being a crybaby." He chuckled.

"Yeah, it's f-" i said but then was cut off by namjoon oppa.

"You are a crybaby" Namjoon oppa gags suddenly, to lighten up the atmosphere.

We all laughed at what namjoon oppa has just said, well except jungkook who looked playfully annoyed.

We then played in the classroom till the bell rang which means next lesson will start soon.

"Bye guys.." i said to the others except jungkook since we have another lesson together again.

But then,

I remember.

I have one class too with taemin.

Shit.

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