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chapter 4 - i won't give up

THE BELL RANG which means class will start

YOUR POV
"Yey! It's history class!" I said while walking to history class with Sana. Sana sways her head from left to right which means disagreement "ugh.. i hate history!" I just put a smile on my mouth.

"Hey Sana, do-" my words was stopped because i bumped into someone.

Which was

Lee Taemin.

JUNGKOOK'S POV
"Yes! It's time for history class! I like history class!" I say to V, who was with me. V just nodded in agreement.

While i was walking with V to history class, i saw (y/n) and her friend in the corridor also going to history class. I was about to say hi to her.

But i saw her bumped into someone.

Someone i hate.

Taemin.

Taemin, my worst enemy.

*flashback*
I was having a basketball match with my friends. While i was about to dodge in, somebody pushed me, he pushed me till my ankle broke. He didn't even say sorry. I heard from his friends that he hated me too. He did that on purpose. I hate him. Very much.

YOUR POV
"Omg! I'm so sorry!" I said while having an eye contact with him. My heart is beating so fast right now that i can't even say a thing. "That's fine (y/n)" he says with his really deep voice that makes me look to the floor. Suddenly his friend called him to go to the gym. "Uhm... okay (y/n), my friend's calling, gotta go. Bye!" He said while giving me his eyesmile and then he leaves. I was blushing like crazy.

Sana just stood there the whole time and gives me her teasing smile and said "i guess it's your lucky day (y/n)". I just hit her slightly as a joke.

JUNGKOOK'S POV
I saw her with Taemin. They had some conversations. I can't hear them since i was quitr far from them. I was hiding myself behind the walls with my head poking out so that i could see what happen. I saw him leave amd he gave his eyesmile (that melts every girls) to (y/n)! I was very mad. I guess that's called jealousy.

V was seeing my face red and my fist in it's shape. He teased me "jealous huh?" I just ignore him and leave him there alone. I guess i let out my anger to V hyung.

AT HISTORY CLASS

YOUR POV
After Taemin leaves, i enter history classroom. I saw the whiteboard which has a writing "sit with different gender." So i guess since it was only me and Sana in the classroom (the others haven't come), i sit in an empty chair waiting for the lesson to start.

After a few minutes, some kids starts coming in the classroom and a boy was standing in front of me, asking for permission to sit with me.

JUNGKOOK'S POV
"Okay Jungkook.. calm yourself down." I said talking to myself. When i entered the classroom, i saw the whiteboard.

I saw (y/n) sitting alone. Perfect time ;)

YOUR POV
It was Jungkook.

I was still thinking should i allow him or not. I'm afraid i'll cause Sana jealous. Good time, Sana is looking at me and i asked her in a whispering voice and she just smiled and nodded. But i can see in Sana's eyes which was filled with jealousy. I feel bad for Sana.

Well, of course i allow him to sit beside me. He smiled at me and sits.

History class starts

While we were studying, i remember the moment i bumped into Taemin and i start smiling bymyself without me even realizing. I don't know why but Jungkook noticed.

JUNGKOOK'S POV
Even only by sitting beside her, my heartbeat went so fast. I was eyeing on her the whole time. But when i was eyeing on her secretly, i saw her smiling by herself, so i asked her.

"H-Hey (y/n), why are you smiling so suddenly?" I asked nervously. She was startled when i was asking suddenly. "Uhm.. sorry for disturbing" i apologize. She answered "nah.. that's finr. I just remembered something .... memorable." I widen my eyes and asked again "w-what's memorable for you?" She hesitated a bit and finally said "b-bumping into T-taemin." She blushed. I didn't expect her to say that. But the way she blushes is SO CUTE! But i was still shocked of her answer and didn't believe of what i have heard. So i asked her my ladt question.

"Do u hv feelings for him?"

YOUR POV
I got the courage to say my secret to him because i guess he's my friend(?). So i decided to tell my secret to him.

"Yea. I like him" i finally said to him. Jungkook looks kinda shocked. "Promise me you'll never tell this to anybody" i say to him giving him my pinky. He nodded and gave his pinky too to me. We have made an agreement. I don't know why but after that, he remained silence for the rest of the time.

JUNGKOOK'S POV
WHAT?! i can't believe she likes him! My crush likes my enemy?! This can't happen! Uh. I'm so dumb. Why would i like someone who doesn't even like me back?! I have a lot of fans around me. I was thinking about this the whole time. I was about to give up on her.

But i realized.
I love her.

I can't give up on her!

I won't give up.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Sorry guys for long update. It's because i'm so busy :'(
Btw, i've made this chapter kinds long. So please enjoy :)
Anyeong!! Enjoy!