2 || Loving Her Obsessively

Chapter 11

3 weeks later

Kay's POV

It's been 3 week since I got back home , I've been okay , been Autumn suggested I'd do therapy , I've been a little weird since coming back from being kidnapped from Madison , who on the other hand was know one the run from police .

- At The Therapy Session -

"Hello , Kay" , My therapist told me as I laid down on the couch and just listened to her .

"Last week you told me you felt like you were trap , trap & you couldn't get out , like you were drowning in your own tears & no one could save you ... How do you feel know?" , she asked .

"I feel .... I feel like every time I think it's over , it just never is , like I'm playing a game , and there's no winner nor loser , so the game never ends , it never ends" , I say .

"What do you mean by It Never Ends ?" , she asked .
"I know Madison is probably making a plan to kidnap again , when I said it never ends , it means no matter what do , what say , Madison won't stop until I love her again , and that when she wins" , I explained .

"Do you have feelings for Madison?" , she asked .

As it was silent , "Kay you have to answer the question" , she said .

I began crying uncontrollably , "I can't .... I can't love her , she's a criminal , she hurt me , and she made me see a side of her I never thought existed , she's not the Madison I used to know" , I said .

"Kay , I know this is going to hard to talk about but what happened while you were in that house" , I sat up & stared at her .

"I was lost , I was hurt , I was confused , I was frustrated , I was mad , I was in pain physically & emotionally , I was ---- I paused I didn't know what to say , so my therapist suggested she finished for me , "you were in love , and still may be" , she said as I looked down as I was shaking , "I can't" , I say .

"You keep saying you can't , What's stopping you?" , she asked .

"I'm married & I have a daughter , She's a criminal , all we were , was just high school lovers , and that's it" , I explained .

She sighed , "okay Kay , I'll talk to you next week , like it was scheduled , I've also heard by your wife , you've been having trouble sleeping , I subscribed you medicine at the drugstore , just pick it up on your way home" , she said as I got up & she walked me out the room .

I walked down the hallway , to see Autumn sitting in the waiting room , "hey , baby ... You okay" , she asked .

I nodded , "I have to go to the drugstore" , I explained .

As we walked to the car , and drove to the drugstore , "you want me too , go in with you ?" , she asked .

"No , but thanks" , I said getting out the car .

As I few moments later , I walked out the store , with the drug medicine . I looked around to see the car was no longer where it was supposed to be .

As I grabbed my phone out my pocket about to call Autumn & then she called me , I answer , "what the fuck , autumn ... Where are you?" , I asked angrily .

"hello Kay" , I heard Madison voice said .

I nervously answered , "where's Autumn?" , I asked .

"She's fine , but you , not so much" , Madison said .
"Didn't I tell you what would happen if you ran away from me?" , she asked .

"You know Madison fuck you" , I said .

"Don't worry we'll have lots of time to do that" , she said .

"Just leave me alone" , I yelled into the phone .

"Never" , she said .
"You look so scared , what's wrong , cat got your tongue" , she said as the phone conversation ended & then I looked around , I knew Madison was watching me .