2 || Loving Her Obsessively

Chapter 14

self·ish
ˈselfiSH/
adjective
(of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or pleasure.

Selfish was all Kay being , she forgot about the only little person in her life , that she cared so much about .

Riley -

Kay's POV

I woke up with bright lights shinning in my face & the smell of hospital food . I slowly sat up in bed from pain in my lower stomach .

When I realized what was happening , I panic , "no , no , this is possible... I wanna go back , take me back , I don't want to live" , I thought to myself as my heart rate went up.

"hey - hey" , I heard Madison say as she walked up towards me with a black hoodie .

Ugh , why wouldn't she just leave me alone

"You know you scared me back there , I - I thought you were dead , and I just didn't know what to do -- baby you know I love you right .... So I'm gonna make things right between us , I promise you" , she said running her fingers threw my curly hair .

I then began to cry , "baby , what's wrong? , please stop crying , just talk to me" , she said .

"I -I want to die , I don't want to live anymore , please kill me , put this pillow over my face and kill me" , I begged .

"Kay , stop it" , Madison shouted .

"Why ? , that's what you were gonna do anyway , after you stopped using me , and finally get tired of me , you where gonna kill me" , I shouted back.

"Baby . You know I would never do anything to hurt you , I lo--- I cut her off , "love me ?? , you love me ?? , you call this love ? , you don't kidnap me thinking I'm gonna fall back in love with you , you don't hurt people so I know if I try something , I could be me ... When will realize , I never stopped loving you , I been in love with same you since high school .... But I can't love you , if I can't love myself" , I said crying uncontrollably .

"Kay ?" , Madison asked .
"Please Madison , just let me live the rest of my life , with Riley & without .. You" , I said .

Silence was between both of us , "if that's what you want , fine", Madison said as she then kissed my forehead and walked out the room .

I then began crying more , that was easier then I thought , as I then heard footsteps walk towards the door , it was Madison.....

"What are you do---she cut me off by kissing me on the lips , but it was different , like a true kiss , not sparks , but it was a great kiss .

"Kay , I promise I'm not gonna hurt you , I will protect you & our daughter" , Madison said .

I looked at her weird , "Madison?" , I asked .

"You & Riley are gonna come with me , and live with me" , she said .

"But what about the police , there looking for both of us , and with Riley in the picture.... You'll be caught" , I said .

"Fuck it , if I get caught I don't care , I love you & I'm obsessed with you , everything about you , there's nothing like us out there , I love you , and I want you , and I need you , so I'm work this out" , she said .

Was I really about to trust her ? ....

I sighed , "you have to love me like you say you do" , I said .

"I will , now come on let's get you out of here" , she said grabbing my hand , as I slowly got out of bed , and walked outside with her .

I can't believe I was doing this , after everything that happened , I still loved her , I mean I guess I never stopped . I was gonna be on the run with a criminal , I loved ...

I was in love with a criminal , she was in love with me .