Forbidden Love (Student/Teacher relationship)

Chapter 13

Oh gosh, this is probably going to completely confuse Alison. Alison doesn't seem to understand the situation. It's understandable that she thinks Dan and I should be married, like that's a child's ideal of parents. She really took me by surprise by that question. I am guessing Dan too.

I haven't been with anyone else since Dan, because of two reason's it would just be complicated having a child already besides who would to be with a single mother and my second reason is I am still in love with Dan. Okay I finally admitted that to myself. I think Dan is probably dating someone else. I really should get over Dan, but it's hard his my first love. I think Dan is truly over me.

"Em Alison Your mom and I are just friends, I don't know about us getting married." mumbled Dan 

"Oh but do you love my mom?" 

OMG Alison shouldn't be asking these question, she could easily cause an awkward atmosphere between Dan and I. 

"Of course Kido, She beautiful, like you." murmur Dan

What did I just heard right? Does he still like me? No I highly doubt that. He thinks I am beautiful? The thought of that makes me blush. It makes me feel like a teenager again.

"Alison how about you go and get dressed and I'll take you to the beach. It's a lovely day out." I murmur

"Yay beach. Is Dan Coming?"

"Em.. I don't know, Dan probably has plans."

Dan looks at me "I'd love to come, if it's Okay with your mom."

"Mommy can he? can he? please?" begged Alison

"Fine go and get into your swim gear."

At the beach I am lying in my binki with my sunglasses on. Dan is making a sand castle with Alison. It is so cute to see them together. Dan is topless, Oh my God he's still so hot. I love his muscle; his abs so hot. 

I notcie Dan stares at me now and again, is checking me out? I almost forgot he undressed me the last night. I can't remember anything from when I came home. I should ask what happened. The thought of what happened now worries me. Did I say things to Dan? Did we em..? 

"Mommy can you take a picture of me and daddy?" asked Alison

So she calling him daddy now wow that's fast. "Yeah sure sweetie."

I grabbed my iphone out of my bag Alison and Dan sat at each side of their sand caste they made. It was a lovely pictue with them two together and having the sea in the background makes it even more nice.

"Come mommy! Get into the picture as well." demannded Alison

Alison pulled me down to where her a Dan were. Dan took my phone and took the photo. I was  in the middle of Alison and Dan.  Alison managed to get Dan and I down the water. All three of us were playing in the water splashing is everywhere. It was sort of fun, I never really did this with my mom. 

After the beach Dan took Alison for something to eat. Dan seems to really like Alison, it makes me feel bad I kept it from him. On the way home in the car Alison felt asleep in the car. She must be really tired after today. Well today has been big for her. 

Dan carried Alison into the house and put her into her bed. I was just standing at the bed room door as Dan kissed Alison on the fore-head. 

"She is a wonderful kid." murmur Dan

"Yes she is indeed. Can ask you about last night? What happened exactly?"

"You came home really drunk. You sat on the couch beside me and laid your head on my shoulder and you were speaking out of drunkiness, you were saying you want me and then you stood up on the couch and wipped off your dress. I brought you into your room to put some clothing on you and put you to bed." mumbled Dan

Oh shit I think I would preferred if I didn't know.I am embarrassed. I just went bright red. I didn't know what to say.

"Oh sorry." I mumbled

Dan chuckled "Erin it is alright, it is not as if something happened. I wouldn't took advantage of you when you're drunk. Besides you have nothing I haven't seen before. " 

Oh damn I so want him. I miss him. "So do you to go home or stay the night? There's a spare bed."

"Is Emily coming home tonight?"

"No she is in Darrens and not going home until Sunday night."

Dan's face lit up as if he had a plan.

"Okay I am not leaving you on your own." 

"I am big girl I can manage on my own, you don't have to stay because of me."

"I may not have, but maybe I want to. " Said Dan with grin

Is he trying to be seductive?Does he want me back?Naa it;s just me

"Fine if you want. Would like anything to drink?"

"What's the strongest you got?"

"Vodka and coke?"

"Okay I'll have that."

Dan and I are both sitting on the couch drinking and catching up. I so love him. I want him. I wish he want me back.

"Erin, I want you."murmur Dan

Stop voice inside my head! Am I hearing things or did really just say that.

"Did you say something?"

Dan leans and kisses me. OMG that was unexpected. I just grabbed Dan and pulled him closer, I so want him badly. Dan is now on top of me, we are making out the couch. I pulled Dan's T-shirt off, as he does the same to me. Dan lifts me up and carries me the bed room and puts me on the bed. He climbs on top of me. I pull down his jeans. 

Man he is so hot as ever. Why do I love man so much? Dan has me completely undressed. I slide Dan's boxers off as he puts on the condom. I rub my hands through his sexy hair as Dan thrushes inside of me.  He's so good, I miss these days.