Forbidden Love (Student/Teacher relationship)

Chapter 6

Saturday morning, after the night I spent in Emily's I came home. I went up to my room and closed the door. I put my headphones in and blast music to block out the fighting of my parents they have been fighting for weeks. I am the only child in the house because Josh has already left for college. We only see him for the holidays.

I can't stand to hear my parents fight. It is so upsetting. I haven't talked to anyone about my feelings on this. I don't open up that easily and I just don't know how to explain how I feel to someone. I just can't find my words. I am speechless. Emily or Dan know nothing about this.

I wonder is dad going to leave? He has been a good dad, he has never laid a finger on me, like my biological dad and mother.

I am just lying on my bed blasting music trying to block out the shouting but I can still hear. I just cried my eyes out. They say the children in the family know when their parent's relationship is coming to an end. I can tell it is, if it hasn't already.

There's a reason why I don't talk about my family. If it is not because I am embarrassed, it is because I am ashamed.

I couldn't take any more of the shouting so, I got changed into a track suit and took my iPod and went out for a run. I ran the feet off me. I over ran you can say. I ran so much I nearly collapsed. I ran the back roads which are a few miles. Then I ran to the beach and sat down a cried. I didn't know what to do.

I came home and it was nearly dark, and found my mother on the stairs crying her eyes out. The one thing in life I can't stand is to see my mother cry. I went up to her and sat beside her and put my arm around her. She sobbed her little heart out in my arms. I was holding my tears back.

I just asked with curiosity "Where's dad?"

She cried louder "Gone." I couldn't hold my tears back no more one just sided slowly down my face.

"What do you mean gone?"

"He left us. "

I got my mom up onto her feet and brought her to her bed and laid her down. I went into the kitchen to make two cups of tea. But when I went to bring her tea into her, my mom was fast asleep. So I drank my tea and went to my room to cry my eyes out. I always wonder Why me? Why my family? I fell asleep I must of have cried myself to sleep.

I woke up on Sunday morning at 12pm. I checked my phone I had 15 texts. I had 8 from Dan and 7 from Emily. Emily first texted to see how I got home, then because I hadn't responded she was really worried. I just texted her back "Hey babez sorry, I hadn't responded I misplaced my phone. I am fine thanks. Love you xx"

Dan first texted me see how was I doing, because I hadn't replied he was really worried. For some reason that kind of surprised me, I didn't think Dan care that much about me. We somehow are more doing "biology" as I like to call it. We have been doing that from day one of this relationship. To be honest I would never thought I would start a relationship like that, that's just not me.

I just texted Dan backs "Hey babe, sorry I hadn't replied, I lost my phone. Xx" Don't get me wrong I love Dan; he makes me happy like no one else. He makes me forget all my problems. Who ever thought he would be a kind of guy I would like. Well I guess it is right love is blind.

Dan texted back instantly. "Babe you had me so worried I am glad you are okay. Please don't scare me like that again." I texted back "Sorry." What I love about texting no one can tell how you really feel you can hide it better. Dan texted back "It is okay babe, I forgive you :P How is my beautiful girl doing?" He called me beautiful I blushed a bit and smiled. I was talking to Dan for the whole day.