All I wanted was you..

I shall take the heart

I sat up and sat next to him on my bed. 

"So what are we doing today?" 

i shrugged 

"I don't know. I have to day off. I wanted to stay in. You have been dragging me everywhere these days." 

"Hahaha alright. How about you accompany to my hotel room so I can shower and get on a fresh pair of clothes and then we can come back here?" 

"Oh okay. Can I get dressed first?" 

"Ok." 

he stayed on the bed. 

"I meant can you step out?"' 

"Oh duh sorry I will be waiting. Do you mind if I look around?" 

"Sure." 

he excused himself and walked out of the room. 

I went to my closet and decided on something simple. 

I didn't have a top on when ... 

"Hey Belinda how old are those-" 

he was standing in front of me looking at me....without a top on. 

"Get out.." 

"I am so sorry." 

he turned around 

"GET OUT!!!" 

he quickly got out of the room. 

I but my shirt out and slipped on my shoes. 

I didn't even bother with my hair and walked out to see him. 

he was standing by the window looking out. 

"Have you ever heard of knocking before?" 

"I am sorry I didn't mean to." 

no one saw me like that...I never wanted anyone to see me like that after Nathan. 

"I just...don't ever do that again got it?" 

"I won't I promise." 

I grabbed my bag. 

"Shall we?" 

I grabbed my keys and lead him out. 

I locked the door ,put on my shades and folded my arms the whole way there. 

"Belinda I am sorry i really didn't mean to." 

I kept walking. 

"Belinda please say something." 

I looked at the ground. 

those words were on repeat like a broken record. 

'you fucking ugly girl I don't love you!!' 

stop it. 

'fucking ugly' 

don't 

'ugly' 

please stop 

'ugly' 

I shook my head and stopped in my tracks. 

good thing I was wearing shades. 

"Whats wrong?" 

"Just lead the way Rob." 

we walked and he had in hands in his pockets. 

Zac the doorman greeted us again 

"Good morning Mr. Pattinson and ah Ms.Morgan lovely to see you again."