Don't you ever let me go. [Matt Flyzik]

And all of my obsessing to find the perfect words.

I was awoken by my alarm going off. Apparently I had failed to turn it off from yesterday. Slowly, I made my way out of bed and down the steps. I was hungry. I wonder if Matt wants food.... When I reached the living room, I stared down at Matthew, he was facing the back of the couch and was breathing lightly. He must be asleep still. I felt weird, but I continued to stare at him. Ugh, I had to get a hold of this crush. Y'know what, Sophia? You need to just tell him. Tell him you like him. My hands were shaking furiously. Today, I had to tell him. I should practice.

"Okay. Matthew, I know you're asleep and you can't hear me, but that's good, because I don't think I'm quite ready for that. Anyway, Matt, I like you, a lot, actually. Not like just friendly liking either which is why this makes me nervous. I mean, this could potentially fuck up our entire friendship because I decided to make a move. God, that sounds weird. I'm not physically making a move, because I'm not trying to sleep with you or anything. Not that I wouldn't want to and-UGH! It's a good thing you're asleep, because I have no idea what I'm even saying."

"Soph, I'm not asleep."

I stopped pacing and my eyes widened. How much had he heard? My back was facing him, and I refused to turn. I could hear the couch creak lightly as he moved and then feet hitting carpet. His hand grasped my shoulder gently, making me face him. I stared at him. His face held no emotion. It was obvious. He didn't like me back.

"Can we just forget everything I just said?" I mumbled.

"Nope." He stated simply.

"Why not?"

He just smiled before leaning down and kissing me. My lips tingled when he pulled away.

"That's why not."

I was astonished. It took literally several minutes for me to be able to concentrate again.

"Soph? ...Sophia. Sophia Monroe!"

I blinked quickly as Matt waved his hand in front of my face.

"Wha?"

"I shouldn't have done that, huh?" He chuckled.

"No!" I yelled quickly. "It was good..."

Good? What the hell are you saying, Sophia? Have you gone stupid? Yes, you've gone completely ignorant. Why else would you say that? 'It was good'? My god, you're un-

"Then I guess you won't mind if I do it again." He mumbled before placing his lips back on mine. 

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FINALLY. o.o Ugh. Anyway. questions? comments? concerns? Tell me what you think! :3