My Bad Boy Best Friend

Chapter 12: Last time I cried

Matt's POV

I clenched my jaw, hard to stop myself from breaking into tears. The last time I've been in tears was when my dad died and I was 4 years old.

**flashback**

Ring, ring, ring!

"Hello?" My mom answered. After 45 minutes of my mom talking she hung up and burst into tears.

"Mommy, what's wrong?" I asked. "Oh, sweetie." She said and bursted into tears again. She grabbed me and held me whispering "I'm so sorry" repeating it over and over again into my ear.

The next morning we went to the hospital. My mom was talking to the doctor and I could tell she was crying. It always hurt me to see someone I love so much, crying.

My mom came over to me and picked me up and went into a room where my dad was. Where I noticed there was cuts and bruises all over him. Making it terrifying for me to see him like that.

She placed me beside my father and held his hand. Still sobbing and repeating "I'm so sorry" over and over again. My father woke up and gripped my mother's hand and said "Jane, I want you to take care of our little boy, no matter what for me and I will always love you two, don't forget that. I also want you and Matt to stay strong through every tough time you two face.... And I'm sorry I won't be there for you two."

I didn't understand what he said at the time. My mom went into the cafeteria to get some water and I was with my father. He explained to me that he got into a car crash and said "the doctors told me that I won't make it. So I want you to take care of mommy, stay strong, and make sure no one hurts you guys." I nodded and promised my dad.

Tears, streaming down my face. I could hear him saying "I love you and don't forget that." I wrapped my arms around my father's neck and the next thing I heard was the monitor going off with a long beep.

Doctors rushing into the room and a nurse taking me off my father and putting me outside of the room. My mother rushing and fighting to get in the room with my father.

1 hour later, a doctor comes and tell my mom "I'm sorry." With a hand on my moms shoulder.

3 weeks later, we had a funeral for my father. Everyone coming into the church my family goes to, tears streaming down faces, black clothes, tears filling up my eyes, and the sounds of sobs filling the room.

**Flashback ends**

And I vowed that day, my father died. That I would stay strong for my father like I promised and never cried..... Until now.

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Is it just me that's in tears? And I wrote this!!!

I am literally in tears!!

This has never happened to me but for the people that has experienced this situation, I'm am so sorry.

Tell me if you guys cried too because I don't want to be alone on this!!

DUECES!!!

Still crying!!! :(

Ps. It was hard for me to write this because I crying!!!