~'Neighbours'~ (5sos Fanfiction)

Chapter 20: Sorry

"I knew I shouldn't have believed you! But I'm stupid!" Ashton yelled and turned, facing the front door.

"Are you even thinking about what you're saying?" Sophia asked calmly.

"Yes I am!" he said with an angry expression and looked at her.

"It doesn't seem like it!" Sophia yelled loudly and started walking towards him.

With every step she took her anger grew even more. Ashton was walking backwards as he was scared of her. After a few steps, something blocked him from moving further. The door. Sophia covered the distance between them in two steps.

"Well, you should know that I actually meant what I said about you and Calum was always the one standing by my side while you just run away. I'm tired of this!" she said raising her voice gradually and threw a hard slap on Ashton's cheek. *ugh... I hate myself for writing this part tbh... Please guys don't ever be violent with anybody... It's just bad and ugly and... I just hate my 15 year old self rn*

He put his hand over where her hand had hit him. He was sure a red mark was now there.

"You know what? You're right! But that doesn't mean I'm wrong!" he said and gripped her wrists backing her off.

"Ashton let me go before I start screaming!" she seethed trying to free her hands.

He just ignored her warning and continued backing her off.

"ASHTON!" she screamed.

He remained unfazed. He continued moving forward until he backed her up on the wall. He neared his face to hers. Their breathing was unsteady because of their anger and the small distance between them.

"I said let go of me." she whispered looking into his eyes.

He took her arms and placed them on the wall above her head moving his face closer to hers. They both were looking intensely into eachother's eyes. Sophia tried to free her hands once again but she wasn't strong enough. 

"Ugh! Let go of me! Ashton!" she growled.

Ashton thrusted his hips on hers making her gasp.

"No..." he growled back and repeated his move.

"Ashton..." she warned.

"For fucks sake, no!" he said and kissed her hard. 

Sophia tried to pull away at first, not wanting to give in that easily. After a bit of fighting it back she gave into his kiss and let her body relax. Ashton, then, loosened his grip on her hands and softly traced his fingers from her wrists to her elbows until he reached her hips where his hands gripped her tightly again. He pulled her body closer to his. She slowly moved her hands to his face and put her palm on his redened cheek, bringing him as close to her as possible. In a try to be even closer to her, Ashton moved his head forward, making Sophia's head hit the wall and their noses bump to eachother. Sophia sighed.

"Ouch..." she said and put her hand on the back of her head, moving away from him.

He pulled her back into his arms, making her place her palms on his cheast to steady herself. He got closer to her face and he rested his forehead on hers, looking into her eyes.

"I'm sorry." he sighed.

Sophia dragged her hand to his neck and pulled his face near hers, barely touching his lips. She then took his bottom lip in between her teeth, slightly biting down on it and slowly letting it go. Ashton had his eyes closed and his mouth lightly opened so that he could breath.

"How are you doing this?" he asked gasping for air.

"How am I doing what?" she asked caressing his cheek.

"You're driving me crazy. I don't know how you're doing it." he said with the last breath he had left in him and lowered his head.

"Breath! I don't want you to die on me..." she smiled and lifted his face up.

He smiled back and looked into her eyes, placing his hand on her cheek and dragging her lower lip down with his thump.

"Are you going to forgive me?" he asked nervously.

"If you say you're sorry one more time, I'm not going to..." she joked.

"Fine!" he said and put his hands up.

"You idiot..." she laghed. "Now... Would you care to explain what were you doing at my house at two o'clock at night?" she smirked and started moving forward making Ashton take some steps back and walk into the living room.

"I-I..." he stammered and his knees bend because of the sofa behind him, making him sit down. Sophia, then, placed her hands on his knees and leaned her head over his, looking at him.

"Yes..." she said edging him to talk.

"Ugh. Look. Don't kill me but I heard Calum's phone going off and then I heard him getting up and going to the bathroom so I went in and checked his phone cause I had a feeling he was texting you and after he left I... I just wanted to make sure that he wouldn't do anything... I'm sorry." he spoke quietly.

"You said the word again..." Sophia whispered and straddled his waist.

"Okay. I-I'm sorry... I won't say sorry again." he said with a shaky voice.

Sophia raised her eyebrows and neared his face.

"I said it again right?" he asked and she nodded.

Sophia moved closer to him and he layed on the sofa with her on top of him. Sophia gasped and he gave her a quick kiss making her giggle. She grabbed his cheeks and kissed him slowly and softly. He placed his hands on her lower back and glued their bodies together. Their kiss deepened.
Sophia moved her hands on the end of his sweatshirt and dragged her palm under it caressing his belly. He stopped kissing her for a moment to take a much needed breath. Sophia rested her forehead on his. She then moved her hand along his torso and finally reached the top of his jeans.

"Sophia..." Ashton sighed looking at her.

She gulped and started unbuttoning his jeans, making Ashton look at her hand which was shaking and then looked back at her eyes.

"Sophia..." he said trying not to moan and gripped her hands. "You don't have to do something you don't want to." he sighed.

"What if I want to?"

Ugh... that must have been my least favourite chapter lol

Anyways...

I have finals in 9 days and I'm freaking out!
Holy shit.
Ugh...

I hope you guys are okay!♡

I love you!
Byeeee♡