My world is falling,
Crumbling apart,
Life is meaningless but that's just
the start.
My hearts so sore,
I can feel it breaking and I swear to
god it leaves me shaking.
Late at night till early in the
morning,
Lying in bed eyes wide open.
Didn't sleep last night,
like all the others,
instead I just lie crying in the covers.
Quick! Wipe away all the tears,
before they come near.
I must hide this depression and the
feelings of fear.
For all they know I'm happy and
always smiling, but deep inside my
soul is dying.
I can feel it rotting, it wants to
scream,
but I won't let it...
not for the time being.
I can never tell them how I feel
cause the happiness I wear to them
is real.
For them to hear that I wish I was
dead... it would kill them,
they'd be filled with dread.
So I'll try my best no to be selfish,
I'll keep my secret hidden and just
let them rest but god I can't take it
much longer...
I'll probably be dead before they
even wonder.
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Only Mine
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