Will I be forever alone? [ON HOLD]

Chapter 5: Suspicion

I woke up panting. I just had a nightmare about when I got humiliated in front of the whole school. I will never forget the words that people said in my dream. "I knew Vadison was hiding a secret! I heard this accident on the news when it showed! I can't believe that she didn't tell anyone! I think she is just insecure." I shudder with the thought. I just ignore it and do my morning routine. I take a few minutes longer getting ready, because I have dark rings under my eyes. I decide on a light blue sundress with a white bow, and black mary jane shoes. I put a little bit of mascara and eyeliner to brighten up my dark gray eyes. I also put a little bit of foundation on to try and hide my rings. I also curl my hair, so it looks a little bit wavy. I put in a white bow in my hair for the final touch of my outfit. I spin in front of the mirror satisfied and go out of my room. I get my breakfast which was a chocolate chip muffin and rush out the door.

I get to my high school, and I walk through the halls with my head held high and have a little bit of confidence in my posture. People look at me in surprise, probably because I don't wear this kind of attire. I hear some whistles from some guys, and I scoff in annoyance when they try and flirt with me. I arrive to my locker and SURPRISE! I don't find any pieces of paper! But as I walk out, I can see someone go to my locker. I hide behind the corner and watch curiously. I see that the person is a girl, and I look closely to find any clues on who that might be. She has ombred hair and has a green t shirt and jeans on. She looks around cautiously, and she slips something inside my locker. After, she walks briskly away and disappears from sight. I go to my locker, but when I open it, the bell rings. I groan and say, "REALLY BELL! YOU HAVE TO RING NOW?! RIGHT WHEN I MIGHT HAVE DISCOVERED A CLUE?" I roll my eyes and walk/run to my class.

The bell rings for break, so I hurry to my locker. I switch my books out, and I find 2 papers in my locker. I grab both of them, and I go to the place where I meet my friends. I get to my destination, and I see Kay, Josh, and Nico run up to me eagerly. I immediately go to them and tell them about my encounter on a girl. I say, "Hey guys guess what? I might have found out who sends me the notes!"
"Tell me! Tell me!" my friends cried out impatiently. I tell them to chill and give them the appearance of the person I found. My whole group was deep in thought, and suddenly, Shay says, "Hey! I think the girl was Jessalyn. Jessalyn  Anderson? The girl who sits alone all the time at lunch?" I think hard and I suddenly stand up and say, "OH! I know who she is! She used to be one of my best friends from middle school." Bry says, "Oh yeah! I remember you used to hang out with her when I would see you throughout school." I say,"I-" but I couldn't finish my sentence because the stupid bell rang. I said, "Hold that thought guys, I will tell you what I was going to say at lunch. My friends nod and we part ways.

English and History rush by quickly and the lunch bell rings. I rush out of class and literally tried to run to my locker with my dress on. I grab my lunch which is a chicken caesar salad with cucumber and lemon water. I rush to my table, and all throughout lunch, my friends and I were huddled around the table and were talking in low voices so people won't eavesdrop on our "discussion" quote on quote. We talked about so many topics and we were so caught up in this discussion, that we didn't hear the bell ring. We got up when people were walking out of the cafeteria. We all bid our goodbyes and rushed out of the cafeteria to our next classes.

Honestly, it felt good to talk about my problems, because I felt better and felt like a new person. I felt like the huge cloud left my brain and I can sleep better now. I read all 0f the papers at home, but it is about the same thing EVERY SINGLE TIME. It is about how the person is going to ruin my reputation and that they are going to tell my secret, but honestly, I'm not bothered by the words on the notes anymore. I think everyday I get the notes that the person sending the notes is actually insecure, and they are just jealous. I actually take the jealousy a compliment because I think that some people look up to me besides my sisters and friends. I am starting to get more confident and more prepared each day, so when the day comes, I will be ready to fight back and defend myself.

A/N
Hey guys! DUN DUN DUNNNN! The suspect is finally confirmed and is being watched. But anyway, please don't get mad at me for publishing late at night. I have a busy schedule throughout the day, so the only free time I have is at night. But I hope you like this chapter and don't forget! Vote, Comment, and Share! Also advice too. But until the next chapter!
-Kai