Will I be forever alone? [ON HOLD]

Chapter 9: Moving on

I woke up and stretched. I did my morning routine, but it was slower than usual. I grabbed black leggings with a white cashmere sweater. I put my hair in a bun and grabbed some tan uggs. I trudged to the kitchen and grabbed a banana on the go. I walk out of the house and head to school.

I arrive to school, and I go see the girls waiting for me. Shay taps me on the shoulder and says, "Hey V, how are you feeling? Better than yesterday?" I nodded and said with a weak smile, "Yes I am feeling better. I just realized something." They said in unison, "What is it V?" Then I replied, "Who needs boys when I have my 3 best friends here to support me throughout my life?" They smiled widely and said, "Yes! I agree! Relationships with boys are not needed when I have you girls." We did a group hug and walked in the school with our arms linked together.

The breakup with Josh was hard, but I have started to get over it. My friends have been the best people ever by coming over yesterday to watch movies and watch movies on Netflix. They have been trying to cheer me up, and that worked a lot. I am not that sad anymore, and I don't think about him that much anymore.

I sit down in 1st period and I hear, "Hey V, I know you're mad at me, but can you meet with me after class to talk?" I know immediately the voice is Josh, and I say, "Ok fine 5 minutes. THAT'S IT." He nods and heads back to his seat. I sigh and place my head on my desk. The class period crawls by slowly and suddenly, the bell rings signaling the class is over. I take my stuff and walk outside waiting for Josh.

He finally comes after saying goodbye to Bry. He awkwardly comes and says, "V, I am so sorry. I am such a stupid and dense person and I shouldn't have cheated with that slut Jessalyn. I don't have any feelings for her. I only have feelings for you, and I am regretting this. The truth is I love you." I stand there shocked, and see Josh turning a shade of bright pink and looking at the floor. I am speechless, but I say angrily, "If you loved me, then why did you cheat? If your truly love me, then you wouldn't cheat on the person you love the most." And with those words, I ran away with tears rolling down my cheeks.
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Josh's POV
I have wanted this talk to end on a happy note, but I have done the opposite. I made her cry and make her angry because of my choice of words. I will never forget the phrase, "If you truly love me, then you wouldn't cheat on the person you love the most." I thought of those words over and over throughout the day, and I finally said, "Due to my stupidity and my mistake, I can ruin a lot in a relationship." I ran my hands through my hands through my hair in frustration. I thought, "Why did I do it? What was I thinking?"
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A/N
Hey guys! Sorry this chapter is short and I am not updating! I am currently in Hawaii on spring break so it is hard to update out here but I will try my best! But don't forget, Vote, Comment, and share!! Advice too! But as always, until the next chapter!
-Kai