The pole emo and the shy guy (SasuNaru)

Im sorry

So guys I'm sorry I'm such a horrible person and I am not publishing any more chapters but I'm here to tell you why
I mean I just feel like
I mean I care too much
But I don't care at all
And I have these voices running through my head yelling at me
I mean it's like I can't feel anything but the slightest touch will make me break down
It's like all my energy is drained along with all the color from the world
I mean I still care about my friends and I still have my likes but everything else is just gray
And some of my likes' and friends' colors are fading
Like I'm slowly falling
Slowly and painfully but I can't feel a thing
I mean I feel surreal
Like I'm in a dream or covered in a glossy coat
I mean I can touch but I can't feel
I feel like a shadow
Hollow and empty
Full of regret, doubt, loneliness,
I just feel empty
Like I said last chapter I lack inspiration and motivation and I just feel like I'm falling into the darkness and slowly fading away with the light

I mean you guys probably don't really care, but I will try to write and update more I promise. I'm trying my best, I have about two days until Spring Break so I'm gonna try to get more chapters in during then, but please don't hate me if I don't.