When I Say I Love You

Gatecrashing

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Im still frustrated habang nag aayos ako. William texted me that he'll be here any minute. susunod na lang daw sina Zac at Alex. Si Andy naman. Hinayaan muna naming mag liwaliw.

I fixed my hair into messy bun, and put a light make up. Kaylangan maging presentable kasi baka magmukha akong gatecrasher mamaya. Kahit yun naman talaga ang gagawin ko.

I glanced myself at the full length mirror.

The color champagne flowing tube long gown suits on me. Maganda at elegante tingnan. Unfortunately it's not my engagement party to attend to.

Pinagbuksan ko ng pintuan si William.

He looked good with his Tuxedo. He looks like a rockstar who will attend in the VMA awards.

His long hair that falls off into his left eye, tattoo on his neck, and his nose and lip piercing made him look like a hot rocker..

"You look good." Sabay naming sambit.

Tumawa siya ng mahina. Nag ring ang cellphone niya na agad naman niyang sinagot.

Susuotin ko na sana ang aking sapatos. Kaya lang Medyo nahirapan pa ako kasi medyo mahirap yumuko sa suot ko.

Sinenyasan ako ni William na siya na ang mag susuot. Kinuha niya ang Gold pumps sa kamay ko at dahan dahang ipinatong ang aking paa sa kanyang binti.

Inipit niya ang kanyang cellphone sa pamamagitan ng kanyang ulo at balikat para makasagot sa kung sino man ang tumatawag.

"Papunta na kayo? Where did you get the invitations? Good. We'll see you there. Hintayin niyo na lang kami doon. Okay. Bye."

"Its Alex. Papunta na sila sa Venue." Sabi niya habang Dahan dahang Kinuha ang paa ko at ipinasuot ang aking sapatos.

"You okay? Are you nervous?" He asked.

"Yeah. Hindi ko alam kung ako ba pipiliin niya. Sino ba naman ang hindi kakabahan."

"Don't worry. Tatlo kami ang back up mo. Sayang lang wala si Andy."

"I understand." I smiled bitterly.

"So. Shall we?" yaya niya sa akin habang inilahad ang kanyang right arm.

sumakay na kami sa kanyang black camaro at nagdrive siya papuntang Lewis' Residence.

"Thanks." I said.

"For what?"

"For always there for me. For treating me nicely. Everytime I need help, you always there for me. I just don't like the part when you said that you'll exchange you friendship with andy over with me. It breaks my Heart to the thought that I ruined his trust and his friendship with you. It's my fault. I am very sorry Will."

"Shh. You don't have to be sorry. Hindi mo kasalanan to okay? wala kang kasalanan. Kaya nga itinaya ko ang pagkakaibigan namin ni Andy diba? Kasi alam kong wala kang kasalanan. Hindi mawawala ang pagkakaibigan namin kung iintindihin niyang mabuti ang nangyari at kung hihinto siya sa kakasisi sayo. He's blaming you. He blamed me. But I understand him. He's been deeply hurt. Siguro sinisisi niya tayo kasi wala siyang masisihan. I'll accept it. But not until he talks shit on you again. I won't let that happen." He said while driving.

Ang dami nang naitulong ni William sa akin. I feel safe and secure when Im with him. Yon nga lang may nararamdaman akong awkwardness kapag tinitigan Nya ako mata sa mata. Although I like the color of his eyes. It is very Gray. Kaya lang hindi ko kayang tumitig ng matagal.

Saglit kaming natahimik. I decided to On his car stereo para maglikha nang ingay sa tahimik na atmosphere.

Ipinatugtog ng DJ ang Let her go by Passengers but covered by Julia Sheers.