When I Say I Love You

Flashback- First Time

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5 years ago.

"Tequila please!"
I said to the bar tender as I hopped in the chair at the counter of the nightclub.

Earlier this day terrible thing happened.
I became the laughingstock at the whole school.

I sucked at the auditions because I dont have the confidence and fucking guts!

As soon as possible I wanted to erase it on my memory. I dont want to remember anything at this day. I just wanna get drunk and forget what happened.

Ininom ko ang inorder kong tequila at kinagat ang isang hiwa ng lime. Naramdaman kong uminit ang lalamunan ko kaya napa asim ang mukha ko.

May isang lalaki ang tumabi sa bakanteng upuan kasunod ko.

I looked at him. He wears black shirt and pants, naka sneakers tsaka may itim na earing sa kanyang tenga. May mga ilang tattoo rin siya sa kanyang braso.

"Excuse me?" Sabi niya habang naka tingin sa akin na naka kunot ang noo.

My eyes widen when he saw me.

I shooked my head at him.

"Good. Akala ko ay may problema ka sa pananamit ko o sa itsura ko." Sabi niya nang pasigaw para marinig ko ang sinasabi niya. Masiyadong maingay kasi sa loob ng club.

"Sorry if I offended you. Pero wala naman akong problema sa pananamit mo o sa itsura mo. Its just Im wondering. You look like a rockstar. Kinda reminds me of Oliver Sykes. No offense meant."

Tch suplado.

"Oh really then? So marunong kang kumilatis ng tao?"

I just shook my head and took another shot of tequila.

I'm here to get drunk! Not to have a nonesense convo from a rockstar wannabe!

6 shots of tequila, I became tipsy.
Umiikot ang paningin ko at nanghihina na rin ako.

I decided to pay my bill, walked out when the rocker guy grab my arm.

"What!?" Singhal ko sa kanya.

"Easy emo kid. I just wanna return this." Winagayway niya sa harap ko ang wallet ko. I was about to grab it when

"Not so fast woman. I'll give it to if you'll dance with me." He said while grinning.
Pumupungay na rin ang mga mata niya.

"Look mister, Hindi ko plano makipag One night stand sayo! Perv!"
sabi ko at kinuha ang wallet ko sa kanya.

Urgh! I admit he's cool and hot and handsome and cute and ughhh!!!
Gosh ano pa nangyayari sa akin?!
Sayang talaga pervert siya!

Nasa labas na ako ng club ay biglang bumaliktad ang sikmura ko.

Oh no. This is why I hate hard drinks!

Shit. Wala akong matakbuhan. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko, bigla na lang akong sumuka sa gulong ng isang kotse.

Fuck! This car is so fancy. Siguradong mayaman ang may ari nito, lagot ako kapag may makakakita sa akin.

I was about to leave when someone spoke.

"Great! First, You accused me a pervert, then you puked at my car?! Damn!"

My eyes widen when I saw the rocker guy.

I lost for words. Shit. Hindi naman ako makaka deny eh kitang kita niya ako.

I smiled sweetly at him and flashed my peace sign.

"Bayaran mo yan babae!"

Kinuha ko ang pera sa wallet ko pero di niya tinanggap.