Joy ride

Chapter 25

|August|

"Bruhh you need to get yo shit together you been all the way fucked up believe it or not" Travis Said to me As we sat out back of his house passing the blunt back and fourth.

"Mannnn" I said rubbing my hands down my face. I been kicking it wit dis lah broad named Brooke lately, I met while on tour and it went on from thea. She was fine and all but she ain't have shit on Myla. I honestly miss Myla but I like Brooke too I also love dem Dick sucks she give me from time ta time .

"You had a good girl on ya hands , and you disrespected her like crazy knowing she pregnant with your baby over something petty that could've been worked out"

"Ya know me, I ain't even relationship material anyway. I don't got time fa all the dumb shit she should've knew not ta try me by letting dat nigga walk around in the mall with her in the first place!" I said

"But she's pregnant my nigga you can't just say fuck her like dat"

"She better call dat nigga" I said.

"Aight check dis out. Say if the baby really yours which I know it is cause my sis Myla ain't no thot but say if it's yours and you sitting here being difficult and stubborn ? You willing to miss a lot of important moments in your child life because of something petty? You ain't even let her explain to you what happened you just said fuck her and now you got dis lil broad Brooke thinking you all hers you getting ya self in a lot of mess. Just sit down with Myla and talk to her give her a chance to explain to you what happened"

I hated to admit it but he was right . In a relationship you posed ta communicate wit eachotha and that's what I didn't do. Time after time Myla tried talking to me but I just shut her out.

"Yea you right I'll shoot ha a text" I sighed hopefully she's willing to meet up with me.

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|Myla|

I was in the house making a strawberry banana smoothie when a text came through my phone. I picked it up seeing it was August.

August❤️: can I see you? We need to talk.

As much as I wanted to say fuck you leave me alone I hate you, I just couldn't do that because I had something very important to tell him that I just need to get stuff off my chest because it's been eating me up since yesterday. I replied back telling him yea he could come over. Once my smoothie was done in the blender I took it out pouring it into a glass cup adding a lot of whip cream on top. This is all I've ate in 2 days my appetite has been gone since I went to the doctors.

I cleaned my mess up and sat down on the couch drinking my smoothie and checking my emails. A hour or 2 went by and I heard a couple knocks at the door. I got up going to answer it seeing August standing there looking fine as always.

"Wazzam" he said stepping inside

"Hi" I mumbled closing the door and sitting back down on the couch. He came and sat next to me which caused me to get nervous, I haven't been close to him in months my body is yearning for his touch.

"Well I asked to come by so we could talk. I just wanna start off by saying I'm so sorry Myla I just was pissed off real bad and when I'm pissed off I tend to do and say things I don't mean. I wish I would've gave you a chance t-"

"August" I cut him off causing him to look me in my eyes.

"You aight? You don't look too good?" He said

"I uhm, I-I had a miscarriage" I said looking down playing with my fingers trying to swallow the lump in my throat and hold back the tears that were coming.

"Na tell me ya joking" he said standing up

"I wish I was" I said as tears streamed down my face.

"WHAT DA FUCK MAN" He yelled punching a hole in the wall causing me to jump. He noticed I was scared and his eyes softened

"I'm so sorry Baybeh I swea I am I didn't mean fa this ta happen it was all my fault Myla I should've been hea fa you I should've fucking listened man" he cried getting on his knees in front of me and laying his head on my thighs.

I sniffed. "The doctors said I was under too much stress"

He stood up and picked me up holding on to me tight like it would be his last time touching me.

"I'm so sorry mama I'm so sorry , Mel got us he knows what's best him and God" he said kissing my forehead as I cried more on his chest.

We stayed like that for hours until he took me upstairs to my bedroom laying me down. I thought he was gonna leave until I felt the bed dip and him slide in next to me. He held me tight as I snuggled into his bare chest, right now this is all I needed.