Her Transformed Life (Naruto FanFic)

Chapter 29 - Crazy? Or Drunk?

-Yuki POV-

I shot up from my bed, panting heavily. After a while, I looked at my trembling hand, and smiled weakly. "Another nightmare.. At least this one isn't related to Obito or Rin.. Or anyone in this world.."

I grabbed a cardigan and teleported to the Hokage Rock, and sat in silence, staring at the flickering lights in the village. It has already passed midnight, and the night-life in some areas are still busy. I sighed as I pulled the cardigan closer, and materialized a piano.

"This is really becoming a habit.." I muttered as I sat on the chair. "Mah, I won't broadcast it this time.. The Hokage is going to throw some troublesome missions to me tomorrow if I wake half of the village up with my song.. Besides, I'm so high up here, I bet they would only hear faint noises down there. I just hope that they don't think that it's the ghosts of the previous Hokages." I made a tiny joke to myself as I placed my hands on the keyboard, and cleared my throat softly.

"Sono yume wa kokoro no ibasho (Your dream is where your heart is)
Inochi yori kowareyasuki mono (It's something more fragile than life itself)
Nando demo sutete wa mitsuke (No matter how many times you throw it away, you still find it)
Yasuraka ni saa nemure (So rest in peace now)

Myaku utsu shoudou ni negai wa okasare (Your wish is violated by your pulsing urge)
Wasurete shimau hodo mata omoidasu yo (and as much as you forget about it, you recall it again)

Kono utsukushiki zankoku na sekai de wa (In this beautiful and cruel world)
Mada ikiteiru koto 'naze' to tou bakari de (We only ask 'why' we're still alive...)
Aa boku-tachi wa kono tsuyosa yowasa de (Ah, what are we going to protect)
Nani o mamoru no darou mou risei nado (with our strength and weakness? If reason)
Nai naraba (no longer exists)

Ano sora wa setsunai no darou (The sky looks sad)
Maiagaru hai to shinkirou (Ashes and mirages rise up)
Atatakai kotoba ni kogoe (You feeze in warm words)
Hitoshirezu saa nemure (So rest in secret now)

Nebatsuku gensou ni nageki wa kakusare (Your grief is hidden by fantasies sticking to you)
Chigitte shimau hodo mata karamitsuku yo (and as much as it tears apart, it joins back together again)

Kono utsukushiki zankoku na sekai de wa (In this beautiful and cruel world)
Tada shinde yuku koto 'mate' to kou bakari de (We only beg for death to 'wait'...)
Aa boku-tachi wa kazamidori tobezu ni (Ah, we're flightless weathercocks)
Shinjitsu wa uso yori kirei ka douka (We don't know if the truth)
Wakaranai (is more beautiful than lies or not)

Moshimo bokura uta naraba (If we are songs)
Ano kaze ni ho o age (Then we'll raise the flags to that wind)
Mayowazu ni tada dareka no moto e (and just send hope to someone)
Kibou o todoke ni yuku no ni (without hesitation, if only...)

Kono utsukushiki zankoku na sekai de wa (In this beautiful and cruel world)
Mada ikite iru koto 'naze' to tou bakari de (We only ask 'why' we're still alive...)
Aa boku-tachi wa kono tsuyosa yowasa de (Ah, what are we going to protect)
Nani o mamoru no darou mou risei nado (with out strength and weakness? If reason)
Nai naraba (no longer exists)"

The piano vanished when I finished, and I stood up and looked behind me calmly. Someone then appeared, smiling sheepishly when I didn't look surprised. I sighed again.

"It seems like your habit of hiding when I'm venting haven't changed over the years, Kakashi." I sat down on the ground again, and he sat beside me.

"I didn't do it on purpose.. I got to the spot first everytime.. You were careless, not spotting me." He argued, face slightly pink, and I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah.. Whatever.." I then laid down and watched the stars. "Shouldn't you be sleeping at this time? Jonin Leaders don't have guard duties.."

"I had a nightmare.. No, more like a dream.. A very realistic dream.." I could feel him lying down too, and he held my hand. I rolled my eyes again, but didn't attempt to shake him off.