you like him \ logan henderson & big time rush

Chapter 62 - Amanda

I was son Skype with Alexa, complaining about boy problems. She was yelling questions about Carlos to me. Stuff like does he even wanna be the only man in my life?! I didn't know what to tell her. Boys are like that. She was filing her nails with major sass. "I'm probably better off on my own. I wish he was a better man," she sighed. I frowned and apologized to her. She wanted to cry, I could tell. "Hey though, don't cry over this."

She looked up from filing her nails and nodded. "I know, I know. I'm making a big deal over nothing. You can tell me I'm dumb, be honest with me." I looked at her sadly. "You're not dumb for feeling your emotions, it's called being a human." She ran a hand through her hair and told me I was right again. I informed her I'm always right.

Alexa thought for a moment. "You're also good at hair care advice," she chuckled. She shrugged and put down her nail file. I smiled at her. "I told you! Pantene leaves a weird residue on your hair. So not flattering!" Alexa laughed.

"This is why we're friends, you just get me," Alexa gushed. I nodded and blew her a kiss jokingly.

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I explained to Logan for the millionth time why I didn't really enjoy singing as much as he does. He couldn't wrap it around his head. Singing was his life, obviously. He opened the passenger door for me and helped me out of his car.

"How are my girls?" He asked with a smile, kissing my forehead. "Good. And big," I chuckled.

The one thing I wanted to was just go to bed. I was ridiculously tired but I wouldn't be able to sleep, I knew that for sure. When I got upstairs in my room I changed clothes to the best of my ability and threw my hair up. I went in the bathroom and washed my face, thinking everything about Alexa through. I hope she'd made the right decision for her and followed her heart. She deserved it. She's a strong woman.

I laid down in bed beside a shirtless Logan. He wrapped his arm around me and kissed my cheek. He got comfortable and shut his eyes. I, on the other hand, was about to face another sleepless night full of back pains.